[00:00.00][00:16.12]In a nightmare, I am falling[00:19.41]From the ceiling into bed beside you[00:23.47]You're asleep, I'm screaming[00:25.46]Shoving you to try to wake you up[00:29.49]And like before, you've got no interest[00:33.08]In the life you live when you're awake[00:36.67]Your dreams still follow storylines[00:40.10]Like fictions you would make[00:42.96]So I lie down against your back[00:46.21]Until we're both back in the hospital[00:50.35]But now it's not a cancer ward[00:53.64]We're sleeping in the morgue[00:56.61]Men and women in blue and white[01:00.06]They are singing all around you[01:03.32]With heavy shovels holding earth[01:06.36]You're being buried to you neck[01:10.25]In that hospital bed[01:13.62]Being buried quite alive now[01:16.72]I'm trying to dig you out[01:18.95]But all you want is to be buried there together[01:23.64]You're screaming, and cursing[01:30.59]And angry, and hurting me[01:37.26]And then smiling, and crying[01:44.04]Apologizing[01:50.75]I've woken up, I'm in our bed[01:53.97]But there's no breathing body there beside me[01:58.12]Someone must have taken you[02:01.11]While I was stuck asleep[02:04.15]But I know better as my eyes adjust[02:07.94]You've been gone for quite awhile now[02:11.01]I don't work there in the hospital[02:14.80]They had to let me go[02:17.80]When I try to move my arms sometimes[02:21.51]They weigh too much to lift[02:24.38]I think you buried me awake[02:27.54]My one and only parting gift[02:31.14]But you return to me at night[02:34.21]Just when I think I may have fallen asleep[02:38.41]Your face is up against mine[02:41.28]And I'm too terrified to speak[02:44.91]You're screaming, and cursing[02:51.62]And angry, and hurting me[02:58.25]And then smiling, and crying[03:04.92]Apologizing[03:11.84]You're screaming, and cursing[03:18.49]And angry, and hurting me[03:25.23]And then smiling, and crying[03:31.84]Apologizing[03:38.77]You're screaming, and cursing[03:45.44]And angry, and hurting me[03:52.11]And then smiling, and crying[03:58.92]Apologizing[04:06.48]