Fragmented Mirror（prod by 金桔0RANG3） - Rakan.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Rakan
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 金桔0RANG3
[00:02.000] 编曲 : 金桔0RANG3
[00:03.122]I want to hide, behind this fragmented mirror.
[00:10.428]Save me god father. Just show me mercy.
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[00:14.762]Monday morning, I look into the mirror.
[00:17.292]Sarcastically it was broken pieces, terror seized me.
[00:21.047]All alone, facing my brother, who was truly gifted.
[00:25.042]How I tried to look up at him, when he always looks down on me.
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[00:28.638]Stepping on my ego, trampling at my pride,
[00:31.507]visiting my personal territory, though he was never invited.
[00:34.991]I learned to lie, I broke the window, told my daddy brother did it.
[00:39.269]I realize I’m wrong, when I see my daddy beat him.
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[00:42.263]How weird it is, I smiled to me in the mirror.
[00:45.224]Instead of guilt, relief’s taking control of me.
[00:48.391]Like prost1tution, you earn when you feel pain,
[00:51.634]but don’t forget your cond0m , virtue like virginity, it’s hard to maintain.
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[00:55.929]My Marilyn, in the name of elder sister, she was my heroine,
[01:00.074]the only girl with me in the Easter.
[01:01.996]My spiritual pillar, she’s always wearing smile, warms me up.
[01:05.976]With her magic book, though just a normal story brochure.
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[01:09.525]However strangely, why she’s always busy on Friday night？.
[01:13.176]Sneaking beside her window, heard my sister sighed.
[01:16.071]She was on a call, a man I didn’t know!
[01:19.231]Morbid love drives me. I refused to lay low……
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[01:23.739]I took a knife, shivering like it’s freezing.
[01:26.952]Query “my fantasized wife”, outside is drizzling.
[01:31.390]I think I’ve found the mirror, father. I think I found it……
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[01:36.826]Friday night, I shredded the mirror, I was in a fine rage.
[01:40.409]Rake, you such a jerk, hurting your closest lineage.
[01:44.110]That was her leader!
[01:45.727]Nevertheless, you still hold your chronic pathological position that she should only love you!
[01:51.749]Like you can really undertake it.
[01:53.626]That’s your sister! You’ll never be her mister that’s true.
[01:56.995]She’s the legacy, most precious heritage from your parents,
[02:01.059]despite xenogenesis.
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[02:04.226]I tried to convince myself, in vain,
[02:06.963]I cried to release myself, in rain.
[02:09.810]But me myself, in pain,
[02:12.158]trauma will be ceased,
[02:13.694]myself confessing to a my saint, myself.
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[02:17.753]I was afraid, ‘fraid of my brother, ‘fraid of his violence,
[02:21.843]‘fraid to face his so called justice.
[02:24.486]I was afraid, ‘fraid of my sister, ‘fraid of her repentance,
[02:29.226]‘fraid to rebuild our ‘lationship.
[02:31.274]I was afraid, sexual violation, which happened on my sister.
[02:35.772]How astonishing, the abuser was her superior!
[02:38.639]I was afraid, school bullying, happened on my brother.
[02:42.482]One who with detestable face, got pitiful rear.
[02:45.601]I was afraid, ‘fraid of this world.
[02:48.331]Sword of Damocles, behind the fragmented mirror.
[02:51.737]I was afraid, those shards of glass, piercing through bond of sibling.
[02:57.642]Save us god father…… Amen.