[00:00.000] 作曲 : Miika Huhtala/Jere Tarkkanen/James Carey[00:01.279]There is something holding me[00:04.250]Something I don't wanna see[00:06.638]Like a dream,I've never been[00:10.076]In the same reality[00:12.451]I need a meaning[00:15.389]And it's all that I've been pleading[00:18.060]I wanna drown[00:21.857]But I'm holding on[00:34.725]I keep on the setting[00:37.100]When you're flipping[00:38.178]I am shutting off inside[00:40.287]Put me to beginning[00:42.931]Every time it's like a promise of a lie[00:46.013]But I still desire you[00:48.403]Gonna burn my hands in fire[00:50.297]But I'm so in love with my pain[00:54.871]Don't make it go away[00:58.310]Maybe I've been traumatized and[01:00.169]Blinded by the pain I hide[01:03.903]Crushing all too tight inside my heart[01:06.293]It's like I'm pressurized[01:08.699]My head's too crowded[01:10.872]Lost in a fantasy[01:13.012]Nothing can really make sense to me[01:15.685]I'm traumatized and misaligned[01:17.825]Waiting for a sign[01:19.763]My hand is out for the lifeline[01:27.731]Don't see you regretting[01:30.122]Keep on spitting on my face[01:31.715]And I still smile[01:33.325]And I won't be leaving[01:35.716]'Cause I'm happy with the pain[01:37.060]I keep inside[01:39.200]Broken inside or[01:41.386]A ****ing star in a self-satire[01:44.043]But I'm so alive with my pain[01:47.511]The only thing that's here to stay[01:50.964](The one thing that never goes away)[01:54.308]Maybe I've been traumatized and[01:56.183]Blinded by the pain I hide[01:59.746]Crushing all too tight inside my heart[02:02.163]It's like I'm pressurized[02:04.292]My head's too crowded[02:06.418]Lost in a fantasy[02:08.636]Nothing can really make sense to me[02:11.350]I'm traumatized and misaligned[02:13.762]Waiting for a sign[02:15.371]My hand is out for the lifeline[02:24.419]I need a certain guideline[02:26.809]Before I'm ****ing up my whole life[02:39.851]Yeah[02:41.183]My hands are holding all I've got[02:43.867]Can't hold it in, I'm breaking up[02:46.512]And now it's like I'm giving up[02:50.230]Maybe I've been traumatized and[02:51.840]Blinded by the pain I hide[02:55.638]Crushing all too tight inside my heart[02:57.877]It's like I'm pressurized[02:59.985]My head's too crowded[03:02.486]Lost in a fantasy[03:04.361]Nothing can really make sense to me[03:07.290]I'm traumatized and misaligned[03:09.801]Waiting for a sign[03:11.394]My hand is out for the lifeline