[00:00.00] 作词 : Zxck X[00:00.79] 作曲 : Zxck X[00:01.59][00:28.74]'Cause I can't do shxt right, I can't learn my lesson[00:31.67]I can't do shxt right, take anti-depressants[00:34.17]Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence[00:36.46]My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message[00:39.05]Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me[00:41.67]Feelin' inadequate's always what's driving me[00:44.08]Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be[00:46.37]Can't go outside, I'm afraid they be finding me[00:49.76]Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah[00:53.79]And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate[00:56.11]Fxxkin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day[00:58.64]Got a lot of bad shxt that I'm taking to my grave[01:01.26]Got a fxxkin' date with death, on house arrest 'til trial date[01:03.69]So I grab the red wine, on rainy days and then I pour it[01:06.24]'Cause I'll age another fxxkin' thousand days before I know it[01:08.47]Yeah, I'll spend 'em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin'[01:11.08]But I love when it rains 'cause I'm agoraphobic[01:24.53]Aight, these lines are the last one you'll get[01:43.22]I'm not okay, I'm not okay[01:47.63]I'm not okay, I'm not okay[01:52.69]What's the point? I'm not okay[01:57.62]What's the point? I'm not okay[02:05.56]This shxt is fxxkin' difficult