[00:00.000] 作词 : hazel mittens[00:01.000] 作曲 : hazel mittens[00:19.545](rewind)[00:20.326]I'm a mess and i hate it[00:22.713]All this time i've been wasting[00:25.254]Feel like nothing is changing[00:27.909]Every second i hate it[00:29.920]I don't know where the day went[00:32.484]Hate my thoughts can't erase them[00:35.112]I'm so tired of faking[00:37.513]Like i don't ****ing hate it[00:39.610]I wish i was[00:44.451]A better person[00:46.602]I hate myself don't deserve shit[00:48.943]Every day i feel so worthless[00:51.561]But i'll be here for you[00:54.010]You know i adore you[00:56.638]Give me hope to look forward to[00:58.242](whyhaze)[00:58.370]Cuz ik you'll leave soon[01:02.020]I hate it everytime i talk to u[01:06.724]It's replaying in my head[01:09.055]Sometimes i just wish that i could forget[01:11.635]So i could be at peace for a little moment[01:14.060]I just wanna go away but ik that i can't[01:16.561]So i drop 2 xans in my Dxm[01:19.070]Don't leave me just stay here[01:21.262]I got some things i wna say to u[01:23.738]Like i hate my friends[01:25.024]And i hate me too[01:26.105]I don't wna get up[01:27.393]Today i just wna snooze[01:28.491]I don't think that i could live my life without you[01:31.054]It's soooo true[01:35.634]I just wish it could be us 2[01:46.126](mckel)[01:47.340]Oh my god[01:52.308]Oh my god[01:57.083]Oh my[01:58.451]Break down and i hate it[02:00.627]Break down i'm so useless[02:03.409]Can't do this shit now[02:05.784]I feel dead on the ground[02:08.274]And i can't even fix it[02:10.762]I wish that i never ****ed it up[02:13.182]I wish that i wasn't useless[02:15.445]I wish that i could do this[02:17.948]Break down with my head on the ground[02:21.394]Can you pick me up please[02:23.844]I wanna stand up[02:26.298]Oh my god[02:28.624]I wanna be with you so bad[02:31.162]I'm sorry it's selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again[02:36.093]Oh my god[02:36.816](rewind)[02:37.228]I'm a mess and i hate it[02:39.930]All this time i've been wasting[02:42.280]Feel like nothing is changing[02:44.599]Every second i hate it[02:47.334]I don't know where the day went[02:49.344]Hate my thoughts can't erase them[02:52.173]I'm so tired of faking[02:54.439]Like i don't ****ing hate it[02:56.918]I wish i was[03:01.188]A better person[03:03.584]I hate myself don't deserve shit[03:05.965]Every day i feel so worthless[03:08.509]But i'll be here for you[03:11.145]You know i adore you[03:13.978]Give me hope to look forward to