[00:12.39]It happened all so fast...[00:14.76]Heavy with sleep, my eyes closed...[00:16.50]The next thing I remember was crawling out from the car and[00:18.78]seeing you lying there...[00:19.59]Holding your head, kissing you for the last time,[00:24.54]The taste of blood on my lips.[00:27.63]Your clothes torn apart, perfumed with gas;[00:30.33]It seems like it was yesterday when the rain poured down...[00:39.18]I can still hear your screams as if it was happening all over again.[00:42.42]Saturday, December 4th: that night would become a grave[00:43.53]that would crush my heart...[00:44.04]Joy and laughter exchanged for grief and silence.[00:52.35]Searching for so long to find you,[00:53.46]And the moment I did, you were ripped from me.[00:59.16]Laying here on this empty shelf, never to be read again;[01:00.81]In these pages lies every memory of you.[01:02.19]The wind blew your heart over my eyes and I slept for days[01:07.77]praying not to awake, but these dreams can only last so long...[01:14.52]Facing the day, looking through these tears.[01:18.60]I'll always look back and remember that night;[01:25.05]Once you lay there still...[01:26.43]Looking over that casket, seeing your face;[01:45.63]Times of past rushing back...[01:51.99]Touching your cold hand, wishing it would touch me back[02:02.52]You look so pretty lying there, just like the first day we met[02:04.74]It feels so real, like old times; but it's nothing, it's nothing...[04:33.63]I can taste the stale air on my tongue, and death lights up the sky.[04:57.39]Hope finds itself at an end, stopping at my thoughts;[05:03.84]Pictures of you help bring back the tears[05:46.68]Walking in the present, but living in the past;[05:50.34]How much longer will I embrace sorrow?[05:51.12]From the moment you entered my life,[06:24.66]my whole outlook on love would change...[06:25.77]You brought out a happiness I didn't even know I had;[06:28.50]And now you're gone, leaving without a goodbye...[06:38.67]That glass heart that rested in my chest has fallen and shattered on her grave.[06:47.34]Here, Lord, is the remains of a broken heart;[07:08.01]For I have faith you can give me joy and life again.[07:33.12]Death has fallen, but love covers me;[07:43.56]Heaven is now home to my angel of love.