[00:00.000] 作曲 : Alexander Stewart/Sara Davis/Skyler Stonestreet/Nick Monson[00:06.968] It's been a week and I can't tell you a thing I did[00:15.305] I can't sleep, all my friends they're worried again[00:23.363] It's a cycle I won't outgrow[00:27.540] I'm the punchline of some sick joke[00:31.234] I can't bring myself to leave home[00:35.183] But I'm terrified to be alone[00:37.305][00:38.629] I say that I'm fine but it feels like I'm dying[00:43.463] Why do the words in my head get so violent[00:47.586] Half of the time I'm just barely surviving[00:50.918] But I'm trying, I'm trying[00:54.034][00:55.097] No surprise that I'm not one for resolutions[01:02.510] Even in the best times, I'm too scared to smell the roses[01:11.229] It's a cycle I won't outgrow[01:15.367] I'm the punchline of some sick joke[01:19.171] I can't bring myself to leave home[01:23.197] But I'm terrified to be alone[01:26.344][01:26.985] I say that I'm fine but it feels like I'm dying[01:31.537] Why do the words in my head get so violent[01:35.971] Half of the time I'm just barely surviving[01:39.183] But I'm trying, I'm trying[01:41.766][01:43.853] Tryna be everything to everybody[01:47.492] I feel so much that I almost feel nothing[01:51.554] Half of the time I'm just barely surviving[01:55.050] But I'm trying, I'm trying[02:01.418] I'm trying, I'm trying[02:09.273] Ohh yeah I'm trying, I'm trying[02:17.361] I'm trying, I'm trying[02:25.273] Yeah I'm trying, I'm trying