Full of Grace (I Refuse to Tend My Own Grave) - $uicideboy$.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Aristos Petrou/Scott Arceneaux Jr./Benjamin Wilson/Lily Aryn Kaplan
[00:02.268] (You did good, Slick)
[00:04.676] (It's a Smash)
[00:10.017] You'll end up breakin' my heart
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[00:14.276] Lately I been empty as my grave
[00:16.966] Heart heavy as stone right above it with my name
[00:20.066] Just too many things that don't make sense
[00:22.416] You tryna be happy or you tryna be right, huh?
[00:25.627] I'm tryna be high, and I just might
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[00:28.504] I used to get so ****ed up, I was tryna make my whole heart numb
[00:32.179] I was a gone pecan, my girl look at me like I'm ****ing nuts
[00:35.633] Can't believe I wasted so many of my days
[00:39.091] Wishin' my life was something that could be remade
[00:42.512] Lyin' in the middle of a fine line between life and death
[00:45.820] Lyin' to my people, promisin' that I'll always try my best
[00:49.288] To break the thermometer, I got first planet problems
[00:52.788] Pluto boy, the forgotten one, the prodigal son, I'ma walk on the sun
[00:56.158] Like maybe one day I'll be perfect in every way and then I'll feel okay
[00:59.540] But every day passes by, I keep on waitin' and waitin' and wastin' away
[01:02.896] Gave up my whole life to $uicide, now I'm just biding my time till the grave
[01:06.392] I'm grateful that people say me and Scrim saved the day, or at least that's what they claim
[01:09.991] I can break a hundred for ya, but nothing else has changed
[01:13.220] Chained to my own name, the key was never fame
[01:16.655] What is my purpose? Was all this on purpose?
[01:20.083] Ruby can't be saved, but Oddy Nuff, he deserves it
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[01:36.556] Lately I been empty as my grave
[01:39.046] Heart heavy as stone right above it with my name
[01:42.319] Just too many things that don't make sense
[01:44.506] You tryna be happy or you tryna be right? ****
[01:47.890] I'm tryna be high, you can tell by the Sprite
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[01:50.750] Yeah, smokin' up on the job, I'm twistin' 'za until my fingers hurt
[01:54.401] Thought I was prayin' in church, but nah, I'm nodding off a couple Perc's
[01:57.834] TRX all black like it can't wait to be a ****in' hearse
[02:01.226] I been lookin' my best, but inside, ****, I never felt more worse
[02:04.718] Stealin' my granny pills, she's going through withdrawals and don't even know it
[02:08.082] Tell everybody I'm good, but they like, "Huh, you don't speak or show it"
[02:11.517] Lookin' my face in the mirror to see where I can tat, I don't give a ****
[02:14.992] Couple psych meds goin' through my guts, kick a bitch out, ****in' with my buzz
[02:18.955] Yeah, sprayin' that Gucci on me help to cover my rottenness
[02:23.107] Went from flexin' money to stackin' my chips anonymous
[02:26.476] Been duckin' death and taxes, I ain't really got time to bitch
[02:29.969] Tryna stop my shine, but no, they never could find the switch
[02:33.283] I pull up and shoot this bitch from anywhere like Stojakovic
[02:36.725] Pourin' up lean, reading 3:16 in the book of John
[02:40.337] Paranoid, buyin' up ammo, stackin' it in the garage
[02:43.044] Throw the threes up, miss the four, just to go 5/9