entry log - Jaydes Archive.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : jayden y dumont
[00:00.000] 作曲 : jayden y dumont
[00:00.000]Entry 1
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[00:01.485]These cuts on my wrist they ripe I swear
[00:04.210]'Cause they sometimes make me better
[00:07.226]Dying just to see you again
[00:09.484]So I'm tired of writing letters to you
[00:12.517]Can't express myself, I always choke on my own words
[00:17.832]Can't explain what's going on, all I know is that it hurts
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[00:22.830]I can't do this no more without you
[00:27.188]Baby you're my rose, without you-
[00:29.828]Regret, all I cared and loved you
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[00:32.230]But I ****ed it up and now I gotta hurt
[00:35.559]Lost the only thing I loved
[00:39.057]Completely was my fault
[00:41.453]Myself I can't keep safe
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[00:44.191]You know it's all my fault because you didn't have a say in it
[00:49.393]I **** everything up, but I'm just so tired of saying it
[00:54.847]If you were here you'd be disappointed, but I can't sing to no one else
[01:00.338]And I swear I'm just so tired that I might just kill myself
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[01:04.747]Enry 2
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[01:05.076]Too many thoughts up in my head
[01:07.268]Swear no one understands
[01:09.421]But there's no one that will listen
[01:11.709]Now you seen the cause and it fled to my skin
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[01:14.896]Nervous, hate feeling like this, huh
[01:17.731]People saying this is a phase, haha
[01:19.952]15, but do I know that? Hh do you?
[01:23.028]Can't rid the expression off my face
[01:25.684]My friend tried to tell me that it's okay
[01:28.157]My wrist tells me that it's all my fault
[01:30.782]Might call my friends a d**khead, egotistical, act like they know it all
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[01:36.270]And you don't know enough
[01:39.480]I just want to fade away
[01:41.903]Sometimes feels like this life is a game, I don't wanna play
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[01:46.602](love you evvls)
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[01:46.975]Entry 3
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[01:47.145]Voices in my head again
[01:51.136]My ultimatums made up
[01:55.414]Stuck inside my bed again
[01:59.759]I wanna pretend, but I can't anymore
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[02:03.995](I've so far been questioning, but the days gone by, and I cannot decide what I—)
[02:08.421](Man, this shit is so dumb, I got people on my side, but for a while I've been done)
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[02:12.867]And it might sound cliche, but for a while I've been numb to it
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[02:18.000](1, 2, 3, 4-)
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[02:18.475]Entry 4
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[02:19.465][Verse]
[02:23.533]Maybe she likes me
[02:25.810]Maybe she’s toying with me
[02:28.629]Falling in love is a tricky one for me
[02:30.029]I trust you, but don’t wanna get ****ed up
[02:33.087]You heard all my secrets
[02:35.392]I like your responses
[02:37.640]Though I wanna see this
[02:39.801]The pressure feels awful
[02:42.045]Text you and delete it
[02:44.327]It’s rainy outside
[02:46.326]Gave you my jacket in case you needed it
[02:48.311]She won’t hear this
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[02:50.432]Entry 6
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[02:50.979][Verse]
[02:51.701](You have no heart)
[02:52.243]I'm getting bored of this
[02:54.637]Move on to better things
[03:00.659](Move on to better things)
[03:03.315]My best friends always end up becoming my worst enemies
[03:11.499](Move on to better things)