God Mode - Tom MacDonald.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Tom MacDonald
[00:00.000][Verse 1]
[00:01.967]I been hearin' that they think my political music is boring
[00:18.273]Tell 'em I'm sorry, I been rappin' 'bout things that I feel are important
[00:21.667]I could talk about how rich I am, all these little rappers that I'm bigger than
[00:24.277]I could should you the impact addiction had, how the liquor turned me to a different man
[00:28.174]I'm not the kid who was visitin' Disneyland
[00:30.097]I'm not a perfect Christian, have a sinner's past
[00:31.806]But I sobered up, prescriptions hit the trash
[00:33.516]Now I'm sitting back with fifty Billboard plaques
[00:35.412]Twenty million dollars and a million fans
[00:37.111]Middle fingers flippin', I can't flip 'em back
[00:38.815]I'm so independent so they get the message
[00:40.588]I been spittin' facts, I'm not a fiction fan
[00:42.490]I am the truth, I am the GOAT
[00:44.014]I am the proof you can rеach every one of your goals
[00:46.598]You can bе too drunk, way too high, but it's never too late to have hope
[00:50.182]I am the one, I'm gonna preach, you can reach every one of your dreams
[00:53.596]You can be up against the whole entire world and you can beat 'em if you just believe
[00:57.231]They've been sayin' I'm Illuminati and I'm goin' to Hell
[01:00.470]They're desperately searchin' for any excuse to explain why I've done what they can't do themselves
[01:04.006]The only way they can make sense of my fame is claim I worship Satan and labels have helped
[01:07.495]I don't have an advantage, it's natural talent
[01:09.395]Your ego is damaged, admit that you failed
[01:10.877][Verse 2]
[01:11.228]I remember back when I was the only political rapper, what the hell happened?
[01:14.050]All the sudden everyone who never gave a damn got political and started rappin'
[01:18.183]Tragic, I should be flattered, man, I created the genre they practically jackin'
[01:21.603]Actin' like they in the conversation, they ain't nowhere near it, on a different planet
[01:25.158]This is not YouTube, this is upper echelon
[01:27.927]President of Sony on my telephone
[01:29.593]I get what I want, how I want, when I want until the day that I'm dead and gone
[01:33.065]The internet in love with beef, they want rappers at war
[01:35.433]But I don't care who's comin' at me
[01:37.317]I swore that I wouldn't do disses no more
[01:39.044]The last time I battled the man that I trampled lost his career and then had a divorce
[01:42.622]That wasn't fair, homie got torched
[01:44.444]I feel the weight like I'm carryin' around a corpse
[01:46.667]Still no deals, still no team
[01:48.491]Still just little old me
[01:49.979]Still makin' fun of the whole industry
[01:51.624]Still rap on my own beats
[01:53.657]I'm the only multimillionaire in my family tree
[01:55.924]I keep hearin' rumors that my parents rich and that's how I got in the lead, that's a big L-I-E
[01:59.671]If you wanna know the truth, I guess
[02:02.924]I can show you why I move like this
[02:04.475]Let me take you back into my head, tell you 'bout the movie I lived
[02:08.026]Former alcoholic, nothin' in my wallet
[02:09.826]Every doctor said that I was depressed
[02:11.493]Should be inside a coffin or inside a cardboard box and addicted to meth
[02:14.875]I was sleepin' on my best friend's couch, I was dreamin' of a west end house
[02:18.446]We was livin' in the basement, sweet east side, pray that we'd get out
[02:22.183]Motorcycles on the front lawn, bunch of crackheads in the alley
[02:25.268]Open up my bedroom window and tell 'em there's empty bottles they can have
[02:29.106]Cops at the door, I couldn't sleep
[02:30.629]Makin' up noodles to eat for a week
[02:32.408]I couldn't stomach the food I was makin'
[02:34.161]If I wasn't high, still I always had weed
[02:36.003]Leavin' the crib and the neighbors are trippin'
[02:37.724]I'll flip 'em the bird, I ain't stoppin' to talk
[02:39.426]They leavin' us notes on the passenger window 'cause we always parkin' the whip in their spot
[02:42.900]Ten in the morning, we sippin' on 40's and takin' the Honda Civic up the block
[02:46.327]Lookin' for one of my homies who livin' on the street 'cause he got addicted to rocks
[02:50.123]Waitin' in line at church, they're givin' out food
[02:52.812]I would pull up every second Sunday, get some hard boiled eggs and juice, that was the move
[02:57.217]I was a broke boy then I blew up
[02:59.307]I was suicidal, yeah, the mood sucked
[03:01.162]Now I been rich, I done made hits, I been prayin' I don't screw it up
[03:04.598][Verse 3]
[03:05.137]And now that I've blown up, they're mad that I've grown up
[03:07.370]They're missin' my old stuff
[03:08.609]They say my political music's all soundin' the same and the flows suck
[03:11.873]I'm never gonna be the old Tom or recapture the magic of old songs
[03:15.267]I don't know, Tom
[03:16.446]You the GOAT, Tom
[03:17.169]Give me what I want or I will go, Tom
[03:18.859]Shut up
[03:19.320]I'm not the guy that you fell in love with back when I was young and dumb
[03:22.845]Always gettin' drunk, takin' hella drugs, livin' in the ghetto, no food for a month
[03:26.219]Couldn't pay the power bill, the shower filled with towels, mold and hella bugs
[03:29.274]That was the old Tom, that was broke Tom
[03:31.254]Stop saying you miss who I was
[03:32.925]Now you can give me all the Gucci, give me all the Louis
[03:35.121]Give me everything I wanted once
[03:36.711]Give me Lamborghinis, give me all my flowers
[03:38.472]Gave you everything I have to show me love
[03:40.232]Now they call me racist and they say I'm canceled but I guarantee you that there will be blood
[03:43.802]I ain't goin' nowhere, I ain't stoppin' nothin'
[03:45.708]I'ma really go there, I don't give a ****
[03:47.346]I'm the best thing going right now, they can't mess with me
[03:49.197]I been up, I been down, I climbed out my grave
[03:53.493]I been great way before today
[03:57.924]And I'll be great till I decide to walk away
[04:01.000][Verse 4]
[04:02.387]And I'm the one you have to thank for every independent artist gettin' Billboard plaques
[04:05.610]I showed everybody how to beat the record labels and still, I don't get no thanks
[04:08.835]Everybody who been hatin' on me copies every little thing I'm doin'
[04:12.166]I mean, they dress like me, sign CDs
[04:14.292]No one is buying they music
[04:15.984]I'm the blueprint for these YouTube kids, every single little view you get
[04:19.667]Every time you get an iTunes check you just imitate what I do best
[04:23.142]I'm on Fox News
[04:24.104]I'm on Rolling Stone
[04:25.042]In the New York Times
[04:25.910]On the radio
[04:26.678]Got a million views, milly on the Gram
[04:28.505]You still waitin' to be verified, man
[04:30.325]I am the reason that Billboard removed all the digital sales charts off their website
[04:33.804]I was out-performing label artists and executives, pressured them to hit the red light
[04:37.633]Universal, Warner Music, Sony CEOs wanted me dead
[04:40.803]But they ain't ever gonna really kill me, they'll just cancel the digital charts instead
[04:44.488]Stop tellin' me that anyone else is bigger than I am
[04:46.832]Go get the Nielsen SoundScan numbers, tell me what you find, man
[04:50.403]Who's the biggest? I am
[04:51.314]They're angry that I love America, guess it's a problem 'cause I'm Canadian
[04:54.674]I live in the states, I gave two hundred grand to the veterans, I am a patriot
[04:58.428]I am not faking this, I don't need to keep on makin' it
[05:00.336]Good to retire three years ago basically
[05:02.247]Go check my bank account, buddy, I'm crazy rich
[05:04.038]I don't need money, I rap 'cause I'm made for this
[05:05.787]I am only doing this because I love it
[05:07.570]I told every record label they can shove it
[05:09.454]Rappers hate on me but I'm above it
[05:11.123]'93 Shawn Michaels, everyone can suck it
[05:12.835]They want photos when they see me out in public
[05:14.736]Then they trash me in the comments, what a bummer
[05:16.524]I sign autographs and spill my guts and stomach
[05:18.103]All I get is people prayin' that I'll plummet
[05:20.152][Verse 5]
[05:20.708]I came a long way, dreamt of this all day
[05:23.577]I should've saw graves but God saves, I got faith
[05:26.029]What a loser, I needed booze to maneuver
[05:28.451]Bottles of Hooch in the cooler
[05:29.270]Now I'm the proof that you can choose to be a trooper
[05:32.307]And regroup a pursue of future, be a ruler
[05:34.265]Screw all the rumors, hack all the dudes who be actin' stupid on computers
[05:37.382]Hate is a fuel that humans can use to improve themselves if they don't let their wounds ruin' their movement
[05:41.307]You can do it and then you can lose it
[05:43.000]You could choose to view it through some other pupils
[05:44.762]You could shoot for the moon, if you miss you recoup it and then execute it till you make it through it
[05:48.408]There ain't no excuses, the rules are confusin'
[05:50.209]So break 'em and use them to find the solution
[05:51.977]The truth is you're losing till you are immune and you turn the abuse to your own evolution
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[05:55.653][Verse 6]
[05:56.116]I been addicted to plenty of pills, poor and mentally ill
[05:58.698]If I can do it, you can do it
[06:00.196]I went from homeless and drunk to turnin' down record deals
[06:02.849]I done got so many wins that I forget the wins
[06:04.068]So many plaques inside the crib, they gettin' hard to live
[06:07.049]They so jealous, I'm just glad that I ain't them (Thank God I ain't them)
[06:09.834]They got money, they got pennies, they got dollars but they ain't been makin' any sense
[06:13.121]They got hundreds, they got thousands, I got ten, eleven, fifteen, twenty somethin' M's
[06:16.759]But this ain't always what my life was like
[06:18.548]Honestly, it still give me chills
[06:20.392]Way before all of my viral songs, before I was living in Beverly Hills
[06:23.998]Way before I went and sobered up, back when me and Brandon couldn't pay the bills
[06:27.370]Way back when I shoulda been locked up, overdosed or gettin' killed
[06:30.697]My sister called me from the hospital, said her job's killin' her and that was a fact
[06:34.639]She workin' overtime often, out of options, havin' panic attacks
[06:38.014]Didn't let her finish talkin' told her walk in and to quit and call back
[06:41.666]Next thing I know she's in California and she's workin' for Hang Over Gang
[06:44.900]And Daddy always told me I was special and one day I would conquer the music business
[06:48.901]And I guess he was right 'cause look at my life
[06:50.604]I just bought him a new Porsche for Christmas
[06:52.557]And Momma worked harder than any woman on Earth, her boss woulda never have fired her
[06:55.739]I recognized they weren't giving her what she was worth, so I retired her
[06:59.414]
[06:59.629][Verse 7]
[06:59.791]This ain't white privilege, this ain't trust funds
[07:01.363]This ain't good luck, this ain't silver spoon
[07:03.102]This is hard work, this is long nights
[07:04.823]This is on me, this is what I do
[07:06.489]This is palm trees and Ferraris and a calm breeze and a pretty view
[07:09.924]If you don't believe I deserve it then you never lived the life I did and you wouldn't make it through
[07:13.558]I came out a city where I still don't get no respect
[07:15.749]I moved away and I blew up and everyone else is still stuck in the town that I left, I'm not impressed
[07:19.612]And they been sayin' my video views are all fake and I honestly hope it helps get 'em some rest
[07:24.426]I'm worth the thirty million mother ****in' dollars, all you bums are living check-to-check
[07:27.914]Now everybody is an enemy, they all jealous that I'm a celebrity
[07:31.282]Well, screw them, screw the government, screw the record labels, screw the mainstream
[07:34.819]I'm in God mode, they in beast mode
[07:36.635]We are not the same, we ain't equals
[07:38.358]And I pray to God that you can deepthroat, got 11 inches for you weak hoes
[07:42.023]Y'all cannot critique me, y'all ain't in my league still
[07:44.136]All your hate completes me, I can't be killed
[07:46.181]Y'all just wanna be me, maybe be chill
[07:47.874]Leave 'em bleeding in a wheatfield
[07:49.434]All my missiles heat seek, you can't beat me, homie, keep still
[07:52.590]I can tell that you don't eat meat, ton of green beans
[07:53.939]You a vegan when the beef's real
[07:56.699]
[07:56.854][Bridge]
[07:57.429]Everybody's saying I'm fake but
[07:58.116]They're the ones really fakin' though
[07:59.939]And their songs all on YouTube
[08:01.554]While my songs on the radio
[08:03.406]They claim they hate fame but they change when they need streams
[08:06.611]Then they say names and plays games, and take aim and hate on me
[08:09.922]
[08:10.108][Verse 8]
[08:10.300]Wait, I got one more thing I gotta say
[08:13.520]I don't need anymore money these days, I just do it for all of my fans
[08:16.490]I pray to God I inspire somebody or show someone who thinks that they can't that they can
[08:19.876]I'ma keep goin' till I'm in a coffin, I promise no stoppin' till I kick the can
[08:23.351]Till the day that they're droppin' my box in the ground, it's Hang Over Gang