[00:00.000] 作词 : Austin Jackson[00:01.000] 作曲 : Austin Jackson[00:10.676]混音:DME解冷危[00:11.176][00:11.674]verse1[00:13.427]时间赶走我的位[00:14.924]换上了顶级配置[00:16.179]原来自己有了想法[00:17.920]才知道自己是个回事[00:19.175]夜晚麻醉[00:20.926]直到酒精对我乏味[00:23.422]打开日记本写上我心里的谄媚[00:26.429]迟钝的笔画把我整个人都难退[00:28.426]直到找到写上自己的名字[00:29.678]才知道已满18岁[00:30.170][00:31.679]你嘲笑我没有梦[00:32.920]嘲笑我没有用[00:34.674]直到我有了梦[00:35.927]他们嘲笑我很普通[00:36.172][00:39.179]我一直抬不起头也是有了苦衷[00:41.675]但慢慢发现自己是个失败股东[00:45.423]我想方设法改变那些刻板印象[00:48.176]到底要哭过多少次才了解自己近况[00:50.927]我悄悄卷起袖子轻轻拭干眼泪[00:54.422]把昨天不愉快的通通加个前缀[00:57.174]现在的付出是为了以后的免费[00:59.425]我不想因为生活而去学会买醉[00:59.670][01:00.169]hook[01:03.675]got me psycho in my mood zone在我的情绪范围中失控[01:06.884]Tryna be 我尽量[01:08.881]Everytime i wanna take control 每一次我想得到一丝丝控制[01:11.131]in my mood zone在我情绪范围内[01:12.629]Faithfully 实话[01:15.624]Got me crazy running through the every times每一次经历都让我疯狂[01:18.377]Show me something bad when i really tired在我极度疲乏的时候带给我不好的东西[01:20.374]If view the moon如果我能看到皎月[01:21.631]Imma get it mind我一定会有它互通内心[01:24.634]I don't wanna hate myself anytime 我不想再任何时候讨厌我自己[01:34.378][01:35.874]Verse2[01:38.624]我从不相信自己的命[01:39.633]生来任性[01:42.376]所以有的时候我需要一个人冷静[01:45.125]在我发疯的时候要靠我意志镇定[01:47.380]老师和朋友开始劝我[01:48.632]不要给自己太大的压力[01:49.135][01:50.628]混沌的生活是个线索[01:52.385]梦想与现实拉开差距[01:55.133]我会与优秀在时空交织的时候相遇[01:57.377]这缘分不可抗拒[01:59.127]等我成功登上胜利的彼岸[02:01.124]我会感谢我没放弃[02:02.880]这世间花言又巧语[02:04.376]循规又蹈矩[02:07.126]到底要怎么做才能满足每个人神经[02:07.625][02:09.634]世界仿佛有个悬崖[02:10.632]总有个人来跳[02:12.376]我自己做个小丑[02:13.373]让大家对我笑[02:13.628][02:17.127]got me psycho in my mood zone在我的情绪范围中失控[02:19.630]Tryna be 我尽量[02:21.632]Everytime i wanna take control 每一次我想得到一丝丝控制[02:24.635]in my mood zone在我情绪范围内[02:26.134]Faithfully 实话[02:28.875]Got me crazy running through the every times每一次经历都让我疯狂[02:31.882]Show me something bad when i really tired在我极度疲乏的时候带给我不好的东西[02:33.333]If view the moon如果我能看到皎月[02:34.589]Imma get it mind我一定会有它互通内心[02:45.082]I don't wanna hate myself anytime 我不想再任何时候讨厌我自己