[00:00.000] 作词 : Georgia Ellery[00:01.000] 作曲 : Georgia Ellery/Taylor Skye Burton[00:23.092]I feel sick[00:26.451]My organs bob about in the dark[00:30.440]In a mustard mist, in my stomach vase[00:33.016]Barely connected by the tubes, but it's dark[00:38.977]In my eggshell[00:43.129]If it were a baby, I'd name her Angst[00:47.781]And hold her tight in my chest[00:51.510]And she'd grow, from a small, hard stone[00:54.859]Into my own, a problem my own[01:00.147]That would disease everything, and everyone[01:04.594]When I birthed her, I birthed her red[01:10.240]And when I met her, I cried the Styx for her[01:18.260]And she came out crimson, on the bathroom floor[01:24.122]With her baby weight shе kept me down[01:27.874]On the bluе linoleum, hmm[01:36.858]She tortured me still[01:42.342]With the darkest despair, for what felt like forever and ever[01:50.213]And she pulled on my hair, and whispered in my ear[01:56.845]"You ****ing love, you love to ****, to **** it up"[02:01.959]****ing listen to her sing[02:06.871]This red cord, the baby grabbed the lump in my throat[02:11.402]And pulled the cord, "This is wild" she said[02:14.060]"This is it, this is madness, don't you love it?[02:15.426]A lot's gonna change, well hear it, better believe it[02:18.770]Let it sink in, as his Titanic rises"[02:22.625]And the sun streams in[02:24.451]You're here hard on the floor[02:25.750]Behind the locked door[02:26.585]And I'm wringed around your neck[02:28.496]He thinks you float[02:30.494]But you don't