[00:04.169]I'm a little nutty and I know it[00:05.819]but if you go back and[00:07.99]take a look at my history[00:08.350]you will see that I'm[00:09.320]not the only one who's off his rocker[00:11.470]there were many before me[00:13.630]I was always labelled[00:14.380]the black sheep of the family what a bad seed I[00:16.840]grow to be but if you take a look[00:19.670]at us now you'll see the apple didn't fall too far from the tree[00:22.800][00:23.460](haha) alright, look[00:28.710]I'ma tell you the story[00:29.810]from my side maybe you'll understand check it out[00:33.999]you done witnessed[00:34.619]unexplainable ****[00:35.379]too insane to explain[00:36.969]people run from what[00:38.229]the just don't get[00:39.419]maybe Shady shoulda[00:40.599]just hit 'em with a little bit[00:41.579]did I spit too soon?[00:42.779]Should I of spoon fed 'em it?[00:44.319]but I was just so eager[00:45.589]to prove I was even worth[00:46.779]being in the same[00:47.789][00:48.289]league or the room with of the people[00:50.629]of whom I was in every now and then I[00:52.959]look up like I was seeking approval[00:54.739]was it because of the[00:56.599]pigment of my skin[00:57.179]or was it a figment of[00:58.509]my imagination[00:59.389]maybe it bothered me[01:00.959]more than it did them[01:02.159]maybe it wasn't a big[01:03.789]deal back then[01:04.859]but to me it was, see[01:06.559]what it was was[01:07.439]I had developed the[01:08.309]complex from being judged[01:09.459]Proof spit his verse,[01:10.779]now I'm next, let's see who[01:12.659]I'm in the booth[01:14.179]staring back to see who's mugs[01:16.99]I get a reaction from,[01:16.939]usually the first thumb was from[01:18.319]and the rest of the[01:18.699]Proof[01:19.519]group backed him up[01:20.519]and no one lied to[01:21.599]each other cause none of us had deals[01:23.159]it was real, we just[01:24.288]wanted tickets for that meal[01:25.549]Sometimes I feel like[01:27.179]it's just me[01:28.429]sometimes I feel like[01:29.689]I'm going crazy[01:30.689]but take a look at my[01:32.259]family[01:33.389]cause the apple don't[01:34.399]fall too far from the tree[01:35.959]I said ...[01:36.659]sometimes I feel like[01:37.899]it's just me[01:38.669]sometimes I feel like[01:39.799]I'm going crazy[01:41.119]but take a look at my[01:42.569]family[01:43.639]cause the apple don't[01:44.959]fall too far from the tree[01:46.589]Ever since my mother[01:47.669]was pregnant[01:48.419]with her second egg[01:49.359]cause she said[01:50.169]that I had a baby sister[01:51.739]who fell out of the window[01:53.559]I was too young to remember[01:54.749]Kansas City projects[01:55.569]I was like 5, 6, and how come[01:57.579]I remember Malcolm,[01:58.639]Isaac, and Boogie[01:59.719]if it was the projects in Missouri?[02:01.788]cause those're my best[02:02.869]friends until Isaac[02:03.549]took my tricycle and[02:04.749]my uncle Todd went to try to go get it back[02:07.439]and ended up getting[02:08.459]jumped and cut in the gut with a[02:10.280]switch and 70-some stitches[02:11.478]which is still, to this day[02:13.550]why my mother still[02:14.490]tries to show me some old fake picture[02:16.320]of a fictitious little[02:17.700]sister who never existed and this is why part of[02:20.210]my life's so twisted[02:21.210]but I can never be as[02:23.720]sick as that ***** is[02:24.920]and, by the way, that[02:25.990]picture's one of my relatives[02:27.120]Sometimes I feel like[02:28.750]it's just me[02:30.790]sometimes I feel like[02:31.400]I'm going crazy[02:32.770]but take a look at my[02:34.290]family[02:34.660]cause the apple don't[02:36.430]fall too far from the tree[02:37.860]I said ...[02:38.490]sometimes I feel like[02:39.670]it's just me[02:40.440]sometimes I feel like[02:41.680]I'm going crazy[02:43.100]but take a look at my[02:44.760]family[02:45.520]cause the apple don't[02:46.850]fall too far from the tree[02:48.420]You probably have to[02:49.490]peel back layers upon layers of[02:50.990]pain to see why everything[02:52.360]I say is so insane[02:53.680]what's different about my brain that separates me[02:56.450]from other players in this game? on the surface, it may[02:59.600]seem like a scheme or some sort of scam[03:01.860]for me to get some damn sympathy[03:03.250]but that's the last thing[03:04.630]I need is for people[03:05.950]to walk around feeling[03:08.800]sorry for me (me)[03:08.960]and I'm not a G, never[03:10.220]claimed to be[03:10.720]I gave my vest to[03:11.850]Cashis,[03:12.400]he'll need it more than me[03:13.730]but we'll see, cause we ain't lookin' for beef[03:16.240]but if it comes our[03:17.430]way, what do we, turn the other[03:19.210]cheek? come on[03:19.950]Sometimes I feel like[03:21.200]it's just me[03:21.710]sometimes I feel like[03:23.900]I'm going crazy[03:24.160]but take a look at my family[03:26.730]cause the apple don't[03:27.990]fall too far from the tree[03:29.500]I said ...[03:30.200]sometimes I feel like[03:31.260]it's just me[03:32.790]sometimes I feel like[03:33.390]I'm going crazy[03:34.590]but take a look at my[03:36.400]family[03:37.300]cause the apple don't[03:38.600]fall too far from the tree