[00:51.810]I dreamt of a fever[00:53.560]one that would cure me of this cold winter-set heart[00:58.940]With heat to melt these frozen tears[01:01.729]burned with reasons as to carry on[01:04.950]Into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow[01:11.090]but I swear that I would follow anything[01:12.828]just get me out of here[01:17.420]But you get six months to adapt[01:20.739]And you get two more to leave town[01:23.799]And in the event that you do adapt[01:27.010]We still might not want you around[01:32.200]But I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose[01:38.718]but I know that that's impossible now[01:45.000]and so i drink to stay warm[01:48.230]and to kill selected memories[01:51.629]because I just can't think anymore about that[01:54.400]or about her tonight[01:58.599]but i give myself three days to feel better[02:02.049]or else i swear i'll drive right off a ******* cliff[02:05.260]Because if I can't learn to make myself feel better[02:07.899]how can I expect anyone else to give a *******[02:14.699]and i scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere[02:21.069]just get me past this dead and eternal snow[02:27.079]Cause I swear that I'm dying[02:29.699] slowly but it's happening[02:33.989]and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere[02:39.269]just take me there just take me there just take me there[02:48.879]and say, and lie to me, and say, and lie to me, and say[02:52.399]it's going to be alright[02:53.199]It's gonna be all right...