[00:00.000] 作词 : Cleve Wilson[00:00.000] 作曲 : Cleve Wilson[00:00.000][00:15.016]I saw your mom at the grocery store[00:20.472]She texted me afterwards[00:23.421]I felt like falling on the floor[00:27.336]She said, "I miss you, hope you're doing well?[00:31.183]And I wish we saw you more"[00:38.230]And I knew that was a lie[00:53.986]'Cause you haven't talked to me in at least six months[01:00.307]I thought that I was healed but now I'm open like a cut[01:06.631]'Cause I saw your mom at the grocery store[01:12.876]And she asked me how I was[01:19.023]I should have told her the truth[01:24.199]That I don't know who I am after you[01:31.115]And I can't stand looking at that ****ing pair of[01:35.495]Shoes I used to wear with you[01:38.137]Or the pictures that I framed of you[01:41.894]Oh, I, feel like I'm split in two[01:46.292]But I asked about your sister instead[01:53.982]'Cause that's what nice girls do[02:03.063]Driving home, the roads all look the same to me[02:08.855]I pass your house, I block out all the memories[02:15.437]And I don't miss you, I don't wish you well[02:19.605]I wish you felt what I had felt[02:25.994]She has your eyes, she looks like you[02:29.126]I should have told her the truth[02:34.574]That I don't know who I am after you[02:41.305]And I can't stand looking at that ****ing pair of[02:45.475]Shoes I used to wear with you[02:48.358]Or the pictures that I framed of you[02:51.680]Oh, I, feel like I'm split in two[02:56.818]I should've let her know that I deleted all the playlists on my phone[03:09.630]'Cause every time that song plays, I just wanna call you[03:14.295]So, I meditate now, but the silence is almost just as loud[03:19.538]Oh, I feel like I'm split in two[03:24.089]But I ask about your sister[03:31.679]Oh, I asked about your sister[03:45.782]I should've told her the truth[03:51.573]I've been terrified, for months, of seeing you[03:57.870]Every white car makes my heart stop[04:02.494]I cut my hair, I meditate[04:05.917]Everything, but change my name[04:09.437]Oh, I, I'll never be the same