[00:00.000] 作词 : Mahaji Daniels/Monty Datta/Yukio Leo[00:00.000] 作曲 : Mahaji Daniels/Monty Datta/Yukio Leo[00:00.000]She used me for my-[00:02.914]She used me for my-[00:05.175]She used me for my beating heart[00:10.344]Cause I put all my-[00:12.853]Cause I put all my-[00:15.240]Cause I put all my love in her scars[00:19.410]Wasn’t fed love on a silver spoon[00:21.288]So I learned to lick it off knives[00:22.796]Pain, spit on my cloths[00:24.056]I made a mess every time[00:25.310]Do I deserve a home if being alone is what I accept?[00:28.195]Depressed and unwanted feelings[00:29.700]Shoes scattered from neglеct[00:30.453]Mine never fit othеrs[00:31.844]I pledge to make you feel better[00:33.111]Purple storms keep me alert[00:34.884]Know we at war, a lot of bodies in the dirt[00:37.017]Graveyard be the richest place all on earth[00:39.652]Ideas, plans, art, that never saw the surface, or purpose[00:42.438]Faces on shirts that forgot to smile[00:44.196]I understand some people’s pain might just last a while[00:46.703]Maybe flying gave you freedom?[00:47.844]Maybe trying gave you wisdom?[00:49.227]Maybe lying gave you rest?[00:50.352]Maybe those long years are my compass?[00:52.879]Maybe times that were hard they were content?[00:55.266]Don’t speak on my name without the context[00:57.910]All the nights sleeping out, I felt abandoned[01:00.294]All the moments I kept my head up for the season[01:02.826]Threw me out, and hurt my soul for no reason[01:05.336]Only thing if I’m honest, was I needed[01:07.855]Was your- Beating heart[01:09.490]Yeah[01:10.516]I only saw one way to save me[01:12.649]CDs, IG, playlists, and day shifts[01:15.158]They don’t wanna see me fall far apart from the tree[01:17.542]They don’t wanna hear it but it’s really just me[01:20.443]I’m a living lesson of failed accountability[01:22.701]I guess all the bad things got to me[01:24.973]It made me do a lot of bad things to a lot of bad people so I sum it up as equal so I always had a pedal on the gas and a puddle on the ground[01:32.520]Living through the shallow, I don’t wanna show how[01:35.029]Where I came from[01:36.034]Whoever I remember now[01:37.198]Never had much[01:38.076]Never came back from the numb[01:39.707]All these years go by[01:41.220]Turned to goodbyes[01:42.353]I remember the times[01:43.482]Now I don’t feel surprised[01:44.862]Somebody I know[01:45.869]Somebody I don’t[01:47.770]Somebody I won’t trust[01:50.170]Pulling back the covers over somebody you loved[01:52.710]All and all it’s over and I guess you gave up[01:55.095]One day they came[01:55.972]And the next they’re gone[01:57.355]Did you try to keep up?[01:58.485]Did they try to stay strong?[01:59.740]In the long run you’ll remember where you came from[02:02.510]Back to the city where nobody found love[02:05.024]Mixed in emotions, I’ve always been focused[02:07.535]I know it’s more worlds that are mixed up in one[02:10.045]Tricked out, and broken[02:11.174]I know they feel hopeless[02:12.554]I’ve stolen more motion, and wore all my tokens in less ways than noticed cause I never show it[02:17.850]I know it’s just me[02:20.358]Somebody I won’t trust[02:25.315]Somebody I won’t-[02:27.950]Somebody I won’t trust