[00:00.00] 作曲 : Luca Todd[00:23.50]It's not my fault that I can't understand your pain[00:28.36]I'm going round in circles over nothing[00:34.82]Despite the energy I've spent on being you[00:39.46]I don't think it'Il all amount to something[00:45.65]So please forgive me if I'm seeming far away[00:50.72]It takes a while to find the hard reset key[00:57.40]My body's broken and my psyche's doing worse[01:02.34]At this point it'd be best if you could end me[01:07.77]I want to fall apart again With water in my veins[01:16.21]And ice inside my brain Oh[01:19.61]I need to crash against the day[01:24.73]A slave to all I make[01:27.25]A teardrop in the lake I call[02:14.94]It's been a week since l've had a proper meal[02:20.30]And yet my brain still seems content to let me starve[02:27.09]The months just flicker by[02:29.84]I can't yet bring myself to cry for the ragged holes they carve[02:37.74]So I apologize for my selfishness[02:42.01]The ways I've left you powerless as I retreated back into myself[02:49.74]I've been a weight on you, I haven't paid my dues[02:49.78]You know I don't deserve your help[03:01.25]At the end of the universe[03:05.67]There is nothing but the embers of your soul[03:11.54]Listen close to your death drive[03:14.47]There is nothing left in this life[03:17.08]And the gods will know you chose right[03:21.01]But I can see the light[03:23.23]I want to fall in love again[03:28.23]With lightning in my veins[03:31.27]A storm inside my brain[03:33.73]Oh[03:34.64]I need to claw above the day[03:39.64]To care for all I make[03:42.21]To hear the echoed wake I call[03:48.75]When the night is gone[03:51.14]The tides will part[03:53.74]All a testament to fear of moving on[03:59.04]I won't let you have this one[04:01.22]Not until my collapsing heart turns to rust