[00:00.000] 作词 : 小鸣[00:01.000] 作曲 : 小鸣[00:06.883]prod by boyfifty[00:08.889]I don’t wanna say[00:09.892]I don’t wanna hear[00:10.893]I don’ wanna see[00:11.897]I don’ wanna feel[00:13.147]I don’t wanna lost[00:14.151]I don’t give a sh**[00:15.154]even I don’t trying wanna die[00:16.658]我也不知道为何喜欢总是做着负面的歌[00:18.915]瞎了看不见浮现眼泪继续的喝[00:21.172]一个人在家里还是选择上锁我的房门[00:23.180]躲在角落沉默哭泣一直到的凌晨[00:25.435]都没人在意**也没人关心[00:27.442]如果忧郁代替了大把的现金[00:29.449]张口闭口满脑子全部都是钱[00:31.707]可我还要着面子**还真是闲[00:33.965]刻意保持微笑面对回应每个人[00:35.969]装作若无其事嘴硬出了我的门[00:38.227]就在昨天发现绷带止不住伤痛[00:40.233]伤口破损流脓不能一步步掌控[00:42.491]可恨的自尊心[00:43.495]他都在做着怪[00:44.749]撒谎的下场[00:45.501]也只能跑得快[00:46.753]刻意伪装性格只会迎合赢得说赞[00:48.508]**不想给谁脸色你我又凭什么看[00:50.765]I don’t give a sh** bro[00:52.272]Even get it a chance to get a try[00:54.028]Freaking and fu** to learn how to lie[00:55.782]No dummy who’s the snitcher in my friends[00:57.538]You wanna still witch me during my picky life[00:59.543]People wanna be holy supreme[01:01.048]stop your dream such a kid just get a cream[01:03.303]I Feel grief that everyone tricking&talking the flams[01:05.558]stop crushing flay and shut the fu** up but damn[01:08.069]no one care about your mind your thinking whatever u doing dude[01:11.080]Everyone striving and struggles with their life[01:13.334]here’s the deal unless you google it find the methods how to survive[01:16.595]no one care about you they don’t care[01:19.854]so just let it go[01:20.607]just piss off[01:21.359]just piss off[01:24.621]人生就是如此终归面对许多挑战[01:26.377]尽管到头来都发现朋友全都已经飘散[01:28.635]做歌回到本质母体喜好换来一片谩骂[01:30.640]下次聚会饭桌捧个手机用来掩饰尴尬[01:32.893]都不会沟通[01:33.897]我讨厌沟通[01:35.152]言不由衷[01:35.905]拜托早点收工[01:37.161]凭什么他站在那里就是仿佛高人一等[01:39.167]让我感叹现实本就如此让人心灰意冷[01:41.172]**我想不通[01:43.432]我想不通[01:45.696]我想不通[01:47.199]**的我想不通[01:49.957]最近日子发现逐渐已经开始失眠[01:51.712]尝试利用香薰不断麻痹记得发的誓言[01:53.719]但是到了最后发现还是眼罩有点用[01:56.226]因为他能遮住光芒让我享受黑暗不会感到痛[01:58.983]金钱就像无底洞[02:00.238]人们被利益给熏陶了混淆了视听的[02:02.993]关进了监狱的困牢了化成了灰烬[02:05.501]被欲望给打乱了内心[02:07.761]I don’t wanna say[02:08.766]I don’t wanna hear[02:09.769]I don’ wanna see[02:11.021]I don’ wanna feel[02:12.024]I don’t wanna lost[02:13.028]I don’t give a sh**[02:14.032]even I don’t trying wanna die[02:31.837]I don’t give a fu*** shit[02:33.842]Please tell me little bit[02:35.850]Reason tell me why you sob[02:38.109]Silence in the death[02:41.120]I Do wanna know[02:43.627]I do try to pray[02:45.634]I do wanna know[03:07.195]…