[00:12.04]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not[00:17.63]I'm always so hungover, it's alot[00:23.23]And I know I should quit[00:25.83]But it's so hard to admit[00:28.81]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not[00:35.69]I wish that I could put you down[00:38.14]But all I wanna do is drown[00:40.94]I hate the way you make me feel[00:43.37]But you're the only way that I can deal[00:46.73]With all my past mistakes[00:49.55]You help me just escape[00:52.23]I wish that I could put you down[00:54.96]But all I wanna do is drown[00:58.22]I don't know how I would survive[01:02.19]Without you in my life[01:04.69]Maybe I'm not not alright[01:08.44]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not[01:14.27]I'm always so hungover, it's alot[01:19.59]And I know I should quit[01:22.36]But it's so hard to admit[01:25.30]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not[01:32.26]Sometimes I have to ask myself[01:34.81]Why I put myself through hell[01:37.46]Dependency is so, so cruel[01:40.25]It pushes me to break all rules[01:43.14]Like don't give in to that[01:46.11]When you're upset or sad[01:48.97]But honestly, I'm not that strong[01:51.77]I just wanna know[01:52.83]Where I went wrong[01:55.05]I don't know how I would survive[01:58.52]Without you in my life[02:01.15]Maybe I'm not alright[02:05.20]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not[02:10.81]I'm always so hungover, it's alot[02:16.31]And I know I should quit[02:19.01]But it's so hard to admit[02:21.94]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not[02:27.70]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not[02:33.15]I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not[02:42.81]Yeah, I'm not(×3)[02:50.24]And I know I should quit[02:53.06]But it's so hard to admit[02:55.76]I wanna say I'm sober[02:58.04]But I'm not