Sinner - Ekoh/Rittz.mp3

[00:00.00] 作词 : Ekoh/Rittz/Merkules/Cvrt Martin
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Ekoh/Rittz/Merkules/Cvrt Martin
[00:05.44][Rittz]
[00:06.12]Im a shell of a man that I once was
[00:07.82]I dont have many friends that I trust much
[00:09.47]Getting punished for my sins but its unjust
[00:11.19]Then again all my victims and loved ones buried
[00:12.63]guy deserve it had to scurry cuz they're family to the cops
[00:14.72]felt like they deserted me and let me hit a rut
[00:15.97]its been 14 months
[00:16.99]i keep prayin to the courts beams up
[00:18.19]are they ever gunna let me see my house
[00:19.47]I've been so home sick
[00:20.36]Try to call her but the phone goes click
[00:21.51]I just wanna say I'm sorry and tell her
[00:23.13]How much I love her
[00:23.83]and we were meant to be together
[00:24.67]we need eachother
[00:25.43]when we were sober shit was betta
[00:26.39]Then we recover
[00:27.18]cuz when im drinkin imma killa,
[00:28.14]and shes a cutta
[00:28.90]its unbelievable its illegal, now for me to call her
[00:30.44]So I just crawl up in the bed and ball up in the covers
[00:31.98]fallin like a baby chuggin vodka by the litre bottle
[00:33.81]****ed if i dont sip n ya i own the struggles
[00:35.01]i dont got no windows in the room
[00:35.88]I been stuck in
[00:37.29]I've isolated myself from all my homies
[00:38.59]when they call me, im on insta
[00:39.43]so they yellin say I'm ****in'
[00:40.47]Shitty husband and a half ass friend
[00:42.12]I cant say that i blame them
[00:45.20]nah
[00:47.16]i had seen so much as a kid growing up
[00:48.83]I cant go back and change it
[00:51.91]if you feel like me, we need to hang in
[00:53.32][Chorus, Ekoh]
[00:53.61]Im tryna live still feelin like a sinner
[00:56.93]and i dont know how much i can give em
[01:00.22]cuz i just want it all, i just want it all
[01:03.64]but it still dont feel like im winnin
[01:06.99]Im tryna live still feelin like a sinner
[01:10.41]and i dont know how much i can give em
[01:13.70]cuz i just want it all, i just want it all
[01:17.07]but it still dont feel like im winnin
[01:19.97][Ekoh]
[01:20.78]Yo
[01:21.20]Lately the people I know have been lookin at me
[01:22.74]for some kind of advice
[01:24.02]They don't know how much I worry
[01:25.09]that imma regret all the shit at the end of my life
[01:27.39]going insane,
[01:28.22]keeping the poise,
[01:29.09]go make the money
[01:29.97]give em your voice
[01:30.81]never complain
[01:31.70]you made the choice
[01:32.61]never been happy, distill in the void
[01:34.08]and everybody fakes how they feel so
[01:35.67]you dont gotta show anybody the real you
[01:37.32]now the drugs we contain we conseal that
[01:39.04]you do anything to make it and it kills you
[01:40.74]you dont wanna walk a mile in my shoes
[01:42.10]yall would fall 2 steps along this path
[01:44.63]cuz what i go through, i dont show you
[01:46.33]I dont feel like i can, yeah
[01:48.18]2 loves to halves to the heart
[01:49.93]But I grip 2 hands at a time
[01:51.66]Im the throat of the game so I cant
[01:53.35]hold onto the rest of my life
[01:54.97]When im up and its finally done
[01:56.78]I dont know but ill have the show
[01:58.34]gunna burn everything until everyone that doubted me knows,
[02:03.23]I wish I would known what it be like then
[02:06.60]I said i give it all just to be like them
[02:09.99]Im endin up with nothin just to have, it, all
[02:14.64][Chorus, Ekoh]
[02:14.83]Im tryna live still feelin like a sinner
[02:18.01]and i dont know how much i can give em
[02:21.38]cuz i just want it all, i just want it all
[02:24.86]but it still dont feel like im winnin
[02:28.44][Merkules]
[02:28.75]I feel like I'm a sinner by heart
[02:30.32]I can't see the light so I sit in the dark
[02:31.81]Yeah this is the way that it's been from the start
[02:33.48]Cuz no matter what I gotta live with these scars,
[02:35.57]I'm chained up, like im rockin' some jewellery,
[02:37.40]All I need is this vodka to suit me
[02:38.70]Impossible thoughts like the haunted consume me,
[02:40.56]Cannot let these shots from this bottle abuse me,
[02:42.31]No matter what tho, I gotta keep goin'
[02:44.01]Swear to god man I bleed these poems,
[02:45.44]The seasons change and the leaves keep blowin'
[02:47.01]Imma keep movin' up, I won't reach my lowest
[02:49.07]Cuz I know I gotta job to finish,
[02:50.48]So I keep ****in' the game till the condoms rippin'
[02:51.87]and Im lucky to be alive an not locked in prison,
[02:53.54]Im on a mission, to show em that my heart still in it
[02:55.32]If you gotta problem with a dawg, yall can get it
[02:57.12]I'm killin' everybody now. lets be non-specific
[02:58.82]They were talkin' shit until I caught em slippin'
[03:00.46]and they career just crashed like car collisions,
[03:02.40]Shoutout to Ekoh for preachin' the positive,
[03:04.04]Even the thought of the bottle I'm vomittin'
[03:05.71]Reachin' the top, diggin' deep for some confidence,
[03:07.36]I do it for yall that I see in the audience,
[03:08.77][Chorus, Ekoh]
[03:09.14]Im tryna live still feelin like a sinner
[03:12.19]and i dont know how much i can give em
[03:15.40]cuz i just want it all, i just want it all
[03:18.83]but it still dont feel like im winnin
[03:22.22]Im tryna live still feelin like a sinner
[03:25.62]and i dont know how much i can give em
[03:28.86]cuz i just want it all, i just want it all
[03:32.36]but it still dont feel like im winnin