[00:00.000] 作词 : Ashanti Mutinta[00:01.000] 作曲 : Ashanti Mutinta[00:15.034]Sometimes I stare inside the mirror[00:17.108]I don't recognize me[00:18.682]I drink so much[00:19.681]Even my liver doesn't empathize, see[00:22.362]My granny told me[00:23.482]“It's the n***a in these set of eyes, see”[00:25.998]She tryna say I'm socialized[00:27.936]Through the men that lie[00:29.654]Was trying to be a rolling stone at like twenty-one[00:33.364]These drugs was all up in my nose I looked thirty-one[00:37.067]These crackers hooked me in their fold with a steady lump[00:40.778]So what’s the folly does this m***y got a ready sum[00:44.702]In the kitchen[00:45.897]Geeking out I was twitching[00:47.747]Teething out of my wisdoms[00:49.628]Peeking out for a witness[00:51.416]Even now I envision[00:53.251]PTSD, it’s crazy[00:55.136]Hitting like it’s the eighties[00:57.016]Feigning death is a strange thing[00:59.455]Young, impressionable[01:00.881]Starving, any m*******e?[01:02.954]Cartilage Lexapro[01:04.372]Carving up any sense I’m on[01:06.632]Hardly got left to go[01:08.405]Swarmy from neck and bones[01:10.334]Parked in the arm[01:11.513]Reach any home in an episode[01:13.995]I see the people talking[01:15.877]I see the reasons often[01:17.766]I think they think I lost it[01:19.578]They think I need a prophet[01:21.363]My evil deeds, my evil (Deeds)[01:23.412]My evil deeds, my evil (Deeds)[01:25.135]My evil deeds, my evil (Deeds)[01:26.942]My evil deeds, my evil[01:28.823]I say it’s not the demons[01:30.637]They say you stopped believing[01:32.434]I swear it’s not from Jesus[01:34.360]I swear this heart is beating[01:36.164]My evil deeds, my evil (Deeds)[01:38.033]My evil deeds, my evil (Deeds)[01:39.844]My evil deeds, my evil (Deeds)[01:41.694]My evil deeds, my evil[01:42.904]Back in the day[01:44.317]This before high school was cool[01:46.527]Was tryna walk around[01:48.025]Looking for right dudes to swoon[01:50.526]I was lonely and I was doing what I think was cool[01:53.991]My hijinks ensued[01:55.793]A right b***h at school[01:57.643]I met a girl[01:59.143]Matter fact her name was bleep that[02:01.208]And we were tight[02:02.565]I even grabbed the chair to sit back[02:04.838]I told her I be there for her[02:06.854]And I really mean that[02:08.518]When she was sick[02:09.820]I went over with the Dreamcast[02:12.224]But I wanted to be so accepted[02:15.102]From the bros' perspective[02:16.869]I made fun of her slowly death[02:19.687]No weeks left she felt betrayed[02:21.605]I'm like, oh forget it[02:23.430]'Til she didn’t come for weeks[02:25.219]And I felt cold, neglected[02:27.023]Fast forward to her funeral in an open casket[02:30.700]I looked her mama in the face as I'm moping sadly[02:34.355]I see the body, look away in a slowly panic[02:38.041]That was the last thing I said I hope I choke on that shit (Damn)[02:42.671]I see the people talking[02:44.461]I see the reasons often[02:46.348]I think they think I lost it[02:48.160]They think I need a prophet[02:50.002]My evil deeds, my evil (Deeds)[02:51.877]My evil deeds, my evil (Deeds)[02:53.730]My evil deeds, my evil (Deeds)[02:55.563]My evil deeds, my evil[02:57.424]I say it’s not the demons[02:59.242]They say you stopped believing[03:01.012]I swear it’s not from Jesus[03:02.981]I swear this heart is beating[03:04.810]My evil deeds, my evil (Deeds)[03:06.664]My evil deeds, my evil (Deeds)[03:08.494]My evil deeds, my evil (Deeds)[03:10.334]My evil deeds—[03:11.149]It’s my evil ****ing deeds, man[03:14.244]It’s my evil ****ing deeds[03:18.005]It’s my evil ****ing deeds, man[03:21.984]It’s my evil ****ing deeds[03:25.286]It’s my evil ****ing deeds[03:29.148]It’s my evil ****ing deeds[03:32.889]It’s my evil ****ing deeds[03:36.488]It’s my evil ****ing deeds