[00:12.902] I intellectualize my feelings[00:16.819] That I get hurt and drown 'em out[00:20.961] I know the hurt is part of healing[00:25.667] Wish you were here to hold me now[00:30.127] All I can feel is your indifference[00:34.529] Back then, I thought that I deserved it[00:38.833] There's nothing I could do to fix it, I guess[00:43.774] I'm still learning how to live with it[00:47.416] If I were still an optimist[00:49.759] I will just be one from this[00:51.736] But I'm, I'm different now[00:56.070] Forgave your broken promises[00:58.481] Yeah, I loved you through all of it[01:00.343] But I'm, I'm different now[01:04.144] Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way[01:09.234] 'Cause I'm, I'm diffеrent now[01:13.812] Drove by your house again last weekеnd[01:17.547] Remember when it felt like home[01:21.796] I think a part of me is still in there[01:26.592] Do you ever feel my ghost?[01:31.254] I only see you in my nightmares[01:35.537] Sometimes I wish that I could hold you[01:39.912] What if I'm always gonna be scared?[01:44.099] What if I'm always gonna want you?[01:48.534] If I were still an optimist[01:50.724] I will just be one from this[01:53.000] But I'm, I'm different now[01:56.890] Forgave your broken promises[01:59.477] Yeah, I loved you through all of it[02:01.705] But I'm, I'm different now[02:05.629] Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way[02:10.100] 'Cause I'm, I'm different now[02:15.197] I'm sorry that I wasn't older[02:18.936] Were we ever really friends?[02:23.175] I think I'm finally got it over[02:27.796] It still hurts but it hurts less[02:32.256] If I were still an optimist[02:34.440] I will just be one from this[02:36.666] But I'm, I'm different now[02:40.291] Forgave your broken promises[02:43.176] Yeah, I loved you through all of it[02:45.046] But I'm, I'm different now[02:48.951] Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way[02:53.709] 'Cause I'm, I'm different now[02:57.941] Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way[03:02.317] 'Cause I'm, I'm different now