[00:06.347]A little more ****ed up than I care to admit[00:09.651]I'm ashamed of the ways that I deal with it[00:12.766]It's getting ugly, panic becomes me[00:16.876]Rattle pill bottle put a baby to sleep[00:28.400]In too deep to crawl out[00:32.561]Too blunt to bite down[00:35.145]Overindulge in the melodramatic[00:38.561]Manic depressive, psychosomatic[00:41.731]The mechanisms melt into habits[00:44.149]For the creatures defined by the traumatic[00:47.505]Hole in my head[00:50.606]I am living in a habitual nightmare[00:53.699]Hole in my head[00:56.550]In one ear and out the ****ing hole in my head[01:05.615]Open my skull up[01:07.411]Lock sights with that umbra[01:09.839]Staring into nothing 'til the sun's up[01:12.587]I get a little more ****ed up[01:19.925]It's getting ugly[01:27.765]Sayonara[01:29.610]Torn between all sorts of superstitions[01:32.752]Like lobotomies and exorcisms[01:35.835]Idle hands channel depravity and calligraphic brain matter elegies[01:41.728]Hole in my head[01:45.023]I am living in a habitual nightmare[01:48.083]Hole in my head[01:51.195]In one ear and out the other hole in my head[02:02.996]I'm so alone[02:05.881]In a house full of people[02:09.711]So loud[02:15.356]I can't hear myself drown[02:20.712]Shut up, shut up[02:21.677]I can hear myself drown[02:27.022]Shut up, shut up[02:28.320]Don't wake me up[02:31.648]Don't wake me up[02:35.153]Don't wake me up[02:41.722]Don't wake me