[00:00.000] 作曲 : Diego Cabrera[00:46.952]God knows how I tried[00:52.966]God knows how I tried[01:01.180]I can't be like this forever I gotta grow out of it[01:04.719]If I don't grow out of it[01:07.497]I'm gonna ****ing put a bullet in my f**king head[01:12.304]I gotta grow out of it[01:18.249]I remember when I was a kid[01:19.839]I used to think about nothingness in the backseat of my moms car[01:26.931]I would literally feel how it is to not be alive[01:31.800]I remember how empty that feeling was when I was only five[01:38.981]It haunts me every day[01:41.800]I'd hike to the top of the hills and think about how life would be[01:45.726]If I were to just jump[01:48.077]If I were to just jump[01:50.800]Then maybe I wouldn't have felt all the things that I felt[01:58.120]But who knows[02:01.220]Maybe every place that I incarnate is just a hell for me[02:06.554]I gotta repay for the shit that I did[02:11.791]I try to be a good person[02:16.441]But everyone knows how that works out[02:21.184]There has to be an end to this shit[02:43.800]I guess there's no way out, is there?[02:47.300]I'm just as human as you