[00:00.000] 作曲 : kais og/victrxw og/skele og/sewerperson og/residential og/frvr og[00:06.899]Smoking toxic in my bedroom[00:10.983]I don't wanna go to bed soon, too much in my head room[00:15.467]Tell me that we're finally through[00:19.462]Take my soul and consume, feel like I'm in a red room, woah[00:24.081]Pull the trigger fast, let the gun blow[00:28.008]Thought that we would be forever, what do I know?[00:31.998]Walls painted blood red, I'ma die slow[00:35.903]Haven't felt like this in years, this a new low[00:40.536]I was just in love with a ghost girl[00:44.323]And everything you do is just the most, girl[00:48.045]But still, I wanted you to come a little closer[00:51.886]I had to put an end to this, needed closure[00:56.010]Feeling fatal tonight[00:57.574]I cannot see blood in my eyes[00:59.496]I can't help but say I'm fine[01:01.498]I can't help but f*****g lie[01:03.470]Please look me in the eyes[01:05.498]Please just tell me not to cry[01:07.765]How can I make you mine?[01:10.053]When[01:10.657]I keep on fallin' and stallin' and runnin' away[01:14.940]You keep on callin' and callin', please just stay away[01:18.875]The teardrops keep fallin' and fallin', I just hate the rain[01:22.680]These feelings are clawin' and gnawin' right at my brain[01:27.445]One-twenty on the DVP, I barely had legroom[01:31.570]Blinded by the street lights, crashing through the bedroom[01:35.583]I just need some me time, nights that don't involve you[01:39.447]Just fight me with the flashlight, I'm standing right behind you[01:43.463]Watch this box break off the bumper off the Saturn[01:47.514]There's fire in her eyes behind the wheel like oil lanterns[01:51.435]Snow and hail, I'm coming back from this fall[01:55.460]The voice in her head is open up to a moss[01:59.487]These red lights and stop signs, the suggestions[02:03.366]To lose time but its brake pads make a weaponits[02:07.374]And she drives out the bridge across intersections[02:11.266]The high tide, she sits waiting for Heaven[02:15.625]I stare at the scenery, and I'm hoping I won't ever be found[02:19.743]My body turn to greenery, and I'm watching as my skin breakin' down[02:23.777]I remember everything, as I lay, it plays back[02:27.710]Things I wished you'd say to me as my vision going black[02:32.146]Em-empty bottles 'round my room, s**t got me spinning 'round[02:35.692]I send a prayer up to the sky, but he don't hear me now[02:40.049]F****n' wasted[02:41.483]Wish me dead, take me out[02:43.898]F****n' breaking[02:45.496]Hold up my head, my hands are bound[02:47.462]I keep on fallin' and stallin' and runnin' away[02:50.805]You keep on callin' and callin', please just stay away[02:54.577]The teardrops keep fallin' and fallin', I just hate the rain[02:58.753]These feelings are clawin' and gnawin' right at my brain[03:04.075]Pull the trigger fast, let the gun blow[03:08.032]Thought that we would be forever, what do I know?[03:11.923]Walls painted blood red, I'ma die slow[03:15.929]Haven't felt like this in years, this a new low[03:20.584]I was just in love with a ghost girl[03:24.275]And everything you do is just the most, girl[03:28.015]But still, I wanted you to come a little closer[03:32.029]I had to put an end to this, needed closure[03:38.004]Needed someone to say that they're sorry[03:42.204]Need somebody to say it's their fault, I can't carry it all on me (All on me; no)[03:50.883]'Cause you're just falling apart[03:53.094]Your soul is shattered to pieces[03:54.830]I'll play it back from the start[03:56.773]All those words, did you mean them?[03:58.953]If you just look at the stars[04:00.711]We can both pretend that we're dreaming[04:03.033]With each beat of your heart[04:04.820]Makes it harder to leave it[04:07.702]Smoking toxic in my bedroom[04:11.046]I don't wanna go to bed soon[04:13.476]Too much in my head room[04:15.429]Tell me that we're finally through[04:19.490]Take my soul and consume[04:21.420]Feel like I'm in a red room[04:23.526]I could change my ways, but you don't need us to cry[04:27.497]Cutting through the wind, I grasp for your voice in the snow[04:31.453]Cradle in my skin until I'm back and I'm home[04:35.434]So f**k you and your friends, I'll do this s**t on my own[04:41.955]What the f**k's it matter?[04:44.397]Blade inside my jeans, don't care what happens after[04:48.495]B***h, it ain't on me, I just saved the rapture[04:52.472]Could change my ways, but I'm the opposite way of the pasture[04:57.509]I found her on the other side[05:00.315]You look inside, she said, "We can die tonight"[05:03.689]C-cutting through my skull, I can make the sacrifice[05:09.246](Yeah)[05:10.532]Said I wanna go, oh[05:14.447]Will I always grow cold? Oh[05:18.458]Like the knife to my throat, it froze[05:22.323]Taste the blood, let it flow, oh