[00:00.001][00:32.714]Used to feel a lot now I don't feel sh1t[00:37.778]I guess that that's just how it is[00:41.176]And I really wanna change the way i live[00:45.279]But I don't think I'll find it in me to forgive myself[00:49.011]for all of the stuff I did[00:51.360]To compromise my brain after all of the stuff you did so[00:56.756]Where do I go, where do I go from here[01:00.161]Take my hand and you show me where to go from here[01:03.735]Oh, oh[01:11.664]Oh, oh[01:19.816]Oh, oh[01:27.187]Oh, oh[01:37.187][01:52.051]Hey October promise you're never over[01:55.609]As long as I'm never sober you'll never make me colder[01:59.640]And yeah I called her, told her I want to hold her[02:03.754]She said I don't know maybe when we're older[02:07.919]And the leaves start dying like I do[02:12.191]I'd like to chill cause I like you[02:16.393]Lots of things that this fxxked world might do[02:20.223]I will go through the dark just to find you[02:24.069]This pain won't go unless you let it[02:28.141]But get it, don't know where my head is[02:33.020]All I know is that I'm betted[02:36.096]Imma spend it on me cause I'm selfish[02:40.495]And the leaves start dying like I do[02:44.214]I'd like to chill cause I like you[02:48.515]Lots of things that this fxxked world might do[02:52.251]I will go through the dark just to find you