[00:04.06]Okay let him in on this[00:05.84]Life is a ****ery[00:07.11]People that used to be[00:08.52]Best of buds with might turn out to be an enemy[00:11.32]Earn your stripes[00:12.34]Get em swiped this world don't have no referee[00:14.07]Treat your friends like doodle shit while you remain the centerpiece[00:16.92]It does have a moral code[00:19.31]You **** up you really gotta let em know[00:21.56]Accept the negativity and let it show[00:24.70]They your brothers, if anyone would, they'd let it go[00:27.55]Getting out of bed my body got more heavy[00:30.15]Family balancing controllers tryna keep me steady[00:32.74]All this ****ing power from the ones who love me[00:35.99]Despite the ups and down I never been more ready[00:38.63]Eating alphagetti[00:40.15]In the morning ‘fore I leave[00:41.47]Got a 8 hour flight somewhere out east[00:44.43]All that's on my mind is how I'll let you eat[00:47.19]For the past 20 years you allowed me to breathe[00:50.10]That goes to my mom dad brother and my g's[00:53.00]Stay gassin me up and that's what gave me all the steeze[00:55.74]I was stuck in debt and I was still buying weed[00:58.43]Man would pull through with some harveys and a deegs[01:01.33]When I poured it out and had no blood to bleed[01:03.98]Man would rise against the circumstance and help me from my knees[01:08.59]Is this the life you want[01:10.69]Is this the one you want[01:12.67]What vibe am I on[01:13.99]I'm just tryna accomplish something[01:16.28]I'm just tryna accomplish something[01:18.31]Before I die before I'm gone[01:19.89]Is this the life you want[01:22.14]Is this the one you want[01:24.92]Do not know what vibe I’m on[01:27.78]Music will stay when I’m gone[01:30.22]When I'm stepping on the block[01:31.48]See I’m gliding to the top[01:32.76]Call me Deku, I’mma drop[01:34.08]Anyone trying to talk[01:35.45]Breathing heavy in the wild[01:36.99]Lips sweet like black and mild[01:38.41]Nothing brighter than her smile[01:39.78]I’d run mile after mile[01:41.61]Deceive what I see like the shape of a column[01:47.19]Fear stems out from all of my problems[01:52.85]Shaking I’m feeling more and more solemn[01:58.49]I don’t think that I ever will solve em