[00:00.667]Iknow you so well so well[00:09.858]Imean I can do better than he can[00:13.852]I've been pretty[00:14.352]Iknow you're somewhere somewhere[00:21.351]I've been trapped in my mind girl just holding on[00:29.351]Idon't wanna pretend we're something we're nothing[00:37.109]I've been stuck thinking 'bout her[00:39.105]Ican't hold on[00:42.354]I've been pretty[00:43.599]I'm in pain wanna put 10 shots in my brain[00:46.348]I've been trippin' 'bout some things can't change Suicidal[00:48.602]Same time I'm tame[00:49.356]Picture this in bed get a phone call[00:51.609]Girl that you ****ed with killed herself[00:53.348]That was this summer and nobody helped[00:54.859]And ever since then man I hate myself[00:57.101]Wanna ****in' end it pessimistic[00:57.599]All wanna see me with no pot to piss in[01:00.350]But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'[01:02.104]Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions[01:04.101]****in' sickenin' at the same time[01:04.853]Memories surface through the grapevine[01:07.352]'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot[01:08.349]Post-traumatic stress got me ****ed up[01:09.858]Been ****ed up since the couple months[01:11.103]They had a nigga locked up[01:12.100]I'll be feelin' pain[01:13.099]I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on[01:18.102]And I don't feel the same[01:20.601]I'm so numb[01:25.605]I'll be feelin' pain[01:27.353]I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on[01:32.604]And I don't feel the same[01:34.855]I'm so numb