wishing to forget - hauntingclaire.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Walker Musicz
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Walker Musicz
[00:04.107]You did love me?
[00:06.452]I think I'll be happier with her
[00:08.293]You won't, you'll miss me
[00:13.037]No one will ever love you as much as I do
[00:17.630]Why isn't love enough?
[00:21.115]I'm the one who leaves, I'm supposed to leave you
[00:23.470]I'm the one who leaves
[00:25.439]I amuse you but I bore you
[00:28.941]No, no, no
[00:29.974]You always said I was your angel, your pet
[00:33.531]And when I'm not talkin' to you, all I wanna be is dead
[00:37.347]Ripped out my lungs for you to breathe
[00:39.641]It's really been a lonely week
[00:41.442]Even though you won't hear this song
[00:43.278]I still want you to notice me
[00:44.791]I never wanted to leave
[00:46.761]And if it's over, then it's done, turn out all the lights
[00:50.496]I'm drinking until I forget the color of both your eyes
[00:54.313]I hate myself, at least I'm feeling somethin'
[00:58.056]Stalk your page and wish it never happened
[01:02.194]I'd send the message, but you're never gonna get it
[01:05.625]So, the next best option is take pills and just forget her
[01:09.365]I can't speak, I'm sedated, I know you used to hate it
[01:12.840]Doesn't matter, I can't get out of bed, bed
[01:16.808]I don't want you happy if it's not with me
[01:19.605]And all I wanna do now is see him bleed
[01:23.269]You don't deserve to be loved
[01:25.551]Deal with the consequences without a giving a ****
[01:29.347]I'm never letting it go, I'm never giving it up
[01:32.705]Don't wanna talk about it 'cause you already left me alone
[01:36.641]But you still talk about me? Falling down, my footing is gone
[01:40.223]Spiral, until it stops like vinyl
[01:42.465]I don't believe I'm comin' down
[01:44.753]The walls are still spinnin' around
[01:46.156]And then I'm passing out
[01:48.368]Punch and kick, scream, and cry
[01:51.401](And I know I'm on my way out, about to make my way down)
[01:54.874]I'd kill to kick his throat, until he'd die
[01:58.756](But I'll leave you both alone now, I think I need to lie down)
[02:03.443]And if it's over, then it's done, I guess I never cared
[02:07.360]But I still miss the feeling, and I'm ripping out all of my hair
[02:11.124]Anxious, I'm trying not to vomit, hiding my face with a blanket
[02:15.268]Now you're doing what you wanted and I don't wanna see it
[02:18.884]I'd send the message, but you're never gonna get it
[02:22.232]So, the next best option is take pills and just forget her
[02:26.013]I can't speak, I'm sedated, I know you used to hate it
[02:29.510]Doesn't matter, I can't get out of bed, bed
[02:33.198]I don't want you happy if it's not with me
[02:35.928]And all I wanna do now is see him bleed
[02:39.692]You don't deserve to be loved
[02:41.255]Deal with the consequences without a giving a ****
[02:45.527]I'm never letting it go, I'm never giving it up
[02:51.230](hauntingclaire)
[02:52.978]I'm never letting it go
[02:55.399]I'm never giving it up
[02:59.448]I'm never letting it go
[03:02.909]I'm never, I'm never