[00:00.00] 作词 : Russell Vitale[00:01.00] 作曲 : Russell Vitale[00:23.10]Mask up my pain, hold back my tears[00:29.31]I'm going insane; nobody knows[00:35.21]All by myself, let the rain hit me[00:40.97]I’m going insane; nobody knows[00:45.95]Yeah, I take another shot[00:48.11]Tryna just forget all the negative[00:49.97]Devil laughin', meanwhile God explaining the benefits[00:52.81]Listen financial freedom[00:54.51]Come and go as you please[00:55.73]Arenas packed out[00:56.88]Plus a bunch of hoes on their knees[00:58.70]You got your mom a house[00:59.96]Yeah, I know it seems bittersweet[01:01.56]Because your parents separated[01:03.14]You thought money sewed seams[01:04.65]Now you think it's your fault[01:05.95]You enabled the breakup[01:07.39]But that’s the power of money[01:08.92]Now you just funding the makeup[01:10.38]With the same tool that brought it down[01:12.49]Tell the waiter I don't want no ice[01:14.21]I just want tequila[01:15.51]I don't want it watered down[01:16.82]Everything I bought for y'all[01:18.30]I figured that I bought a crown[01:19.76]I figured that y'all know that you can get it since I got it now[01:22.68]I saw this goin' differently[01:24.25]I be lookin' at the seven year old me like don't come visit me[01:28.00]The public took the fun away[01:29.58]You’ve been robbed of all of your innocence[01:31.76]I’m talkin' to myself, I hope I’m listening, damn[01:35.03]Mask up my pain, hold back my tears[01:40.23]I'm going insane; nobody knows[01:46.16]All by myself, let the rain hit me[01:52.03]I'm going insane; nobody knows[01:58.28]Juggling the inside and outside heavy[02:01.40]I might call a ex-chick and drink some Henny[02:04.10]Starting off my day with some **** already[02:07.15]Answering the phone like I'm pissed already[02:10.10]Media is lyin’, gettin' used to it[02:13.02]Crucifying me, I need a crucifix[02:15.90]Guess I look the part, so I might as well[02:18.90]Heaven's where you get when you fight through Hell[02:21.89]People keep slandering, but I can't respond[02:24.63]Because if I do, y'all call me crazy, sayin' my focus is wrong[02:27.41]I'm feelin' fed up, yeah[02:30.09]This isn't natural, no[02:34.13]Keep it together, let it fall apart in music[02:36.63]I can't let them see the pain[02:37.86]When I'm the one that gets them through it[02:39.47]This some real life ****, no[02:42.49]Sometimes I feel like ****[02:45.67]Mask up my pain, hold back my tears[02:51.45]I'm going insane; nobody knows[02:57.52]All by myself, let the rain hit me[03:03.21]I'm going insane; nobody knows[03:09.49]