[00:00.000] 作词 : Bryanna Noelle Sebring[00:00.230] 作曲 : Bryanna Noelle Sebring[00:00.461]Awkward, this is awkward,[00:03.541]I don't what to say,[00:08.081]I haven't written a letter,[00:11.395]In about a year I think on the day,[00:15.716]Your box is in my attic,[00:18.797]With the journal I wrote when we'd date,[00:23.606]It's weird now, years later,[00:26.664]With my pen on a page,[00:30.982]And though I know,[00:33.572]We don't talk much,[00:35.128]I've worked though all the trauma,[00:38.936]And I really hope you're okay,[00:42.201]And want to reconnect someday,[00:46.752]It's obvious I've hurt your feelings,[00:50.327]There's no excuse I was unappealing,[00:53.912]And you have every reason to be mad at me,[01:04.007]I get that I've created somе scars,[01:07.891]With the words I spoke and with my guitar,[01:11.721]But I miss when wе'd lay under the stars,[01:15.544]You really were so lovely,[01:19.623]I don't fully know why we fell out,[01:23.139]But I think it had to do with my mouth,[01:27.199]I couldn't keep it shut and shut down,[01:30.756]You had every right leave me,[01:37.073]I'm tired, really tired,[01:40.096]Still not sure what to say,[01:44.660]I don't think you really knew me,[01:47.713]Think you fell for the me in your brain,[01:52.776]And that's not fair for either of us,[01:57.308]We deserve better,[01:59.864]And I really hope you're okay,[02:03.899]And want to reconnect someday,[02:09.770]I get that I've created some scars,[02:13.596]With the words I spoke and with my guitar,[02:17.379]But I miss when we'd lay under the stars,[02:21.411]You really were so lovely,[02:25.524]I don't fully know why we fell out,[02:29.052]But I think it had to do with my mouth,[02:33.113]I couldn't keep it shut and shut down,[02:36.435]You had every right leave me,[02:38.993]I don't know why I'm writing this letter,[02:42.805]It's been two years I should know better,[02:46.326]You needed some space and I get that,[02:50.374]But all I want is my best friend back,[02:54.452]I try to move on but with no luck,[02:57.732]'Cause every time I pass you I get restuck,[03:01.802]And you probably hate me anyway,[03:05.634]But I really just needed to say,[03:11.712]I hope I gave you space to move on,[03:15.523]Please say sorry for me to your mom,[03:19.332]And even though we didn't date long,[03:23.194]You meant so much to me,[03:27.321]I hope this song can bring you some peace,[03:30.888]Cause my other ones were not quite so sweet,[03:34.946]We both deserve so much better things,[03:38.257]Thank you for being my first everything.