Lost In Z Abysmal Hell - Lizah.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Lizah
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Lizah
[00:03.413]混音/母带：霍含蕾Rea
[00:05.912]封面设计：黑叉ChaX
[00:11.912]歌词翻译：黑叉ChaX
[00:15.911]Was given birth in a big city not gifted
[00:17.410]Opened my eyes found no one by the side such a pity
[00:19.583]They look around nobody can see me
[00:20.834]Like I was invisible at the beginning but I’m ain’t defeated
[00:22.834]The way they stare at me like I’m a freak or some unknown creature I ain’t quiting
[00:25.583]Never felt bothered never stopped being faster
[00:27.333]Never pray for anything from the god or whatever they can’t grant me nothing
[00:29.833]They can’t even bring me my father
[00:30.583]Shxx
[00:31.083]None of the others wanna follow my lead
[00:32.333]All of the kids they pee in the bottle wanna see me weep
[00:34.582]I’m not scared anymore never even thought about retreat
[00:36.582]All of the dead’s blood I lick it
[00:37.581]It’s a must to get the ticket
[00:38.332]I ain’t living timidly gon’ leave it
[00:39.582]Hush bxxxxxx I wanna breathe please
[00:41.081]Why do you hug my body at the last minute
[00:42.831]Ain’t no fake waste trust is ever needed
[00:44.832]You can’t even see me
[00:45.831]You can’t even see me
[00:46.831]Burning my life to board on the so-called right track
[00:48.580]Getting 300 hundred box every 2 hours so I act
[00:50.831]Like these were my bad
[00:52.080]Life is a surgery but I can’t let them dissect
[00:54.080]My body and soul were given for music
[00:55.329]For redemption
[00:55.830]To heal me from panic
[00:56.580]Searching for the real me
[00:57.580]My doctors says I’m crazy
[00:59.079]I ain’t taking no pills I don’t pretend to be real
[01:01.579]You wanna me to get my emotions sealed to not let these ****ers hate me?
[01:08.079]I’m not a genius
[01:08.995]But at least
[01:09.495]I don’t talk shxx
[01:12.244]I don’t wanna be the greatest of the all time
[01:14.745]I just wish everything can be all fine
[01:18.171]I don’t need good things to be all mine
[01:19.670]I just wanna be a soldier than a bold giant
[01:23.171]If I offer the hands would you hold mine
[01:25.670]If I give you the light can we both shine
[01:28.669]They kept telling me
[01:29.420]You need to trade with the devil to get that slice of cake
[01:31.669]They told me it’s never been a personal choice
[01:33.669]But I’ll just be the L I Z A H to break the mxxxxxxxxxxxx cage
[01:36.419]Off the track but I still awake
[01:37.669]Thousand miles to chase I’m not afraid
[01:39.669]Everytime my confidence got me punched to the ground
[01:41.668]Got my head up to front without hesitate
[01:43.669]I’m giving the guarantee none of you gon’ have the chance visit my grave
[01:46.417]Even if my body died on earth my soul gon’ reborn in space
[01:48.667]Leaving no clues you ain’t got nowhere to trace
[01:50.418]Won’t be far away till you embrace my rage
[01:52.417]Not exaggerating
[01:53.417]Gon’ be fascinating
[01:54.417]Always passionated
[01:55.416]I’ll be the last man staying
[01:56.416]To punish those who looked down on me to taste that pain with harsh dominating
[01:58.917]It’s a quarter pass ten mind’s sober
[02:00.666]Emotions getting lower body organ’s broken but faith ain’t stolen
[02:03.167]Feel like everything’s over off the roller coaster
[02:05.166]Am I still a faith holder am I a real soldier
[02:07.415]Kept asking myself the same silly question
[02:09.415]Would I still be bold and brave if bad things happen
[02:11.915]What I’m doing right now is hundred percent my own style
[02:14.665]But what if one day that courage suddenly melt like snow heated winter ends
[02:17.665]Would I still be able to be myself when they talk about me
[02:19.664]Comment on me curse loud on me
[02:21.163]Take out anything that may hurt to the bottom
[02:24.586]Can I keep my mind from going off if my life turns to a ****ing knife
[02:26.836]Hanging on the roof above my head
[02:29.836]It’s not a question
[02:32.269]I have the answer
[02:35.189]It's not a question
[02:37.439]I have the answer