[00:23.030]Left the stu today I got home feel defeated[00:26.120]Not feeling what I read the mic miss seeing all my tears[00:29.140]Voice screaming in my head it make me dream about my fears[00:32.100]This dream about my fear[00:33.780]It's creeping up so near[00:35.180]My girl don't even notice I ain't feeling like myself it's[00:38.120]I pause and look inside before I ask why she's so selfish[00:41.130]The cards that I was dealted[00:42.620]The properties to melt this[00:44.210]It's been so ****ing long since I ain't even ****ing felt shit[00:47.290]Don't know if I can help this[00:48.310]Don't know if I can help it[00:50.230]Destructive patterns riddle me with holes but I ain't fell yet[00:53.270]Think it's too hard to tell yeah[00:54.850]Think it's too hard to tell it[00:56.220]I can't think of the words to talk it through but I could yell it[00:59.320]I think I need to tell her[01:00.580]I think need to tell him[01:02.090]This world don't give a mother ****ing **** about your feelings[01:05.100]Don't talk about your feelings[01:06.630]Don't talk about your life[01:08.160]Don't speak about your truth unless you talk it through your mic[01:11.160]You talking through your mic[01:12.690]Keep talking through your mic[01:14.120]Don't talk about your past[01:15.480]Unless you walk to make it right[01:16.980]I want to make it right[01:18.770]I want to make it[01:20.230]You've got to make shit right[01:21.730]You've got to Nathan[01:23.240]Low confidence is plight[01:24.670]Respond to that shit[01:26.250]Keep striding through those nights[01:27.490]We sponsor that shit[01:29.280]If one reason I write[01:30.730]They bump to that shit[01:31.660]And I stay tumpin that shit[01:33.100]Think I'm in love with that[01:34.770]And I ain't even know what that is[01:38.580]