[00:00.000] 作词 : Jim Legxacy[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jim Legxacy/Joe Stanley/Lucien Dunne[00:08.393] Bro, I feel like[00:16.200] I feel like when most people go through shit anyways, they're not even like[00:20.662] Like, bro, you don't even just, you don't even feel it no more[00:24.146] You just distract yourself, distract yourself, distract yourself[00:26.870] I feel like that's, that's just what I was doin', man[00:30.604] Like occasionally, I'd let myself feel stuff, but, bro, man's just[00:34.141] I'm not even tryna think about all that shit[00:38.604] For real, you know[00:40.442] And a lot of shit happened, you know, it weren't just, it weren't just her death[00:44.289] It weren't just me like dealin' with the grief, it was like, my mum[00:47.621] My mum had a, had like two strokes, my brother had psychosis[00:50.833] Like, ****in' "candy reign (!)" got taken down, it was bare shit, you know[00:54.951] ****in', I just, I don't remember doin' that much, but feelin' it and I just feel like[00:59.990] But when it caught up to me, it caught up to me[01:02.293] And I wanted to show what it felt like when it caught up to me[01:04.431] But I also wanted to show the bullshit of me distractin' myself 'cause that was also when[01:11.738] You know, I just feel like[01:13.367] For all of the grief and, and we go through all this, this shit[01:17.667] Just before then, I felt like I had just turned my life around from bein' homeless[01:21.402] To doin' the mixtape and then doin' "Sprinter," like I actually felt like raw, my life was[01:26.262] Goin' in such a sick direction and I, and I, and I, and I've got out the mud[01:31.157] But, you know, you get out of mud, then there's always gonna be[01:34.719] There's always gonna, there's always gonna be mud, bro, just, hahahaha