[00:49.10]It's the farthest place I've ever been[00:54.75][00:58.05]It's a new frontier for me[01:02.52][01:07.65]And you balance things like you wouldn't believe[01:13.30][01:16.35]When you should just let things be[01:18.94][01:27.79]Yes you juggle things cause you can't lose sight[01:33.13][01:34.65]Of the wretched story line[01:37.88][01:42.34]It's the narrative that must go on[01:47.46][01:50.05]Until the end of time[01:54.13][02:06.62]And you're guilty of some self-neglect[02:11.12][02:13.69]And the mind unravels for days[02:17.97][02:22.74]I've told you once[02:24.94][02:26.77]Yes a thousand times[02:29.45][02:32.61]I'm better off this way[02:35.23][02:41.91]I'm better off[02:43.42][02:45.02]This way[02:46.55][02:57.82]Where's my queen of hearts my royal flush[03:03.53][03:05.32]I have cleaned and scrubbed her decks[03:10.13][03:14.65]A suicide my better days[03:20.25][03:23.38]There's nothing I regret[03:26.55][03:36.88]I've placed the gods in a zip-lock bag[03:43.16][03:44.75]I've put them in a drawer[03:47.52][03:51.21]They've refused my prayers for the umpteenth time[03:56.83][03:57.72]So I'm evening up the score[04:01.68][04:04.72]Small metal gods from a casting line[04:10.40][04:11.02]From a factory in Mumbai[04:15.48][04:18.64]Some manual labourer's bread and butter[04:24.98][04:27.16]And a single-minded life[04:30.81][04:37.94]Small metal gods cheap souvenirs[04:44.12]You've abandoned me for sure[04:48.43][04:52.12]I'm dumping you my childish things[04:58.33][05:01.88]I'm evening up the score