[00:15.10]I know you so well, so well[00:21.96]I've been trapped in my mind girl[00:25.12]Just holding on[00:28.48]I don't wanna pretend we're something[00:32.08]We're nothing[00:35.36]I've been stuck thinking about her[00:39.83]I can't hold on[00:44.60]I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain[00:47.00]I've been tripping about some things, can't change[00:49.67]Suicidal, same time I'm tame, picture this, in bed[00:51.10]Get a phone call[00:52.48]Girl that you ****ed with killed herself[00:54.31]That was this summer and nobody helped[00:55.95]And ever since then, man, I hate myself[00:57.68]Wanna ****in' end it[00:57.10]Pessimistic[00:59.97]All wanna see me with no pot to piss in[01:01.54]But *****s been excited about the grave I'm digging[01:03.04]Having conversations about my haste decisions[01:04.93]****in' sickenin'[01:06.37]At the same time[01:07.45]Memories surface through the grapevine[01:08.95]'Bout my uncle playing with a slip knot[01:10.68]Post-traumatic stress got me ****ed up[01:11.74]Been ****ed up since the couple months[01:12.88]They had a ***** locked up[01:15.44]I'll be feeling pain, I'll be feeling pain just to hold on[01:22.52]And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb[01:30.54]I'll be feeling pain, I'll be feeling pain just to hold on[01:37.91]And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb[01:47.24]I know you so well, so well[01:53.24]I've been trapped in my mind girl[01:56.46]Just holding on[02:00.00]I don't wanna pretend we're something[02:04.14]We're nothing[02:07.90]I've been stuck thinking about her[02:11.66]I can't hold on[02:14.88]I've been pretty