[00:00.000] 作词 : SPADE-V/无敌男孩[00:01.000] 作曲 : SPADE-V/无敌男孩[00:23.719]MIX BY:卷粉[00:25.965]抱歉 我太爱 自由不 会跟随轨迹[00:29.165]情绪化 太感性 悔意未退去[00:29.916]过去保留感激我对生活不停反击[00:30.920]但没想到最后你的身影和我对立[00:31.424][00:32.179]治愈我的药剂[00:33.676]像一场闹剧[00:34.669]讨厌无所谓的交际[00:36.182]黑白琴键不停跳动Gminor的肖邦夜曲[00:38.603]月光下[00:39.616]映照我忧伤和心中的矛盾体[00:41.111][00:41.356]别 靠近我 却又食言[00:43.369]无数个夜里失眠[00:44.869]天亮之前 和我的梦辞别 九载又十年[00:49.120]ay[00:49.865]Write down my name[00:50.864]Took my took my heart away[00:53.120]hey like a jape[00:55.372]删掉你的我的它的记忆片段留下一点空隙发现这却支离破碎[00:56.355][00:57.356]Chorus[01:02.624]Heaven/Hell[01:15.610]Fly away/Down[01:17.613][01:18.117][01:20.119]break:[01:32.871]打破镜子里[01:37.357]蔚蓝的自己[01:41.611]选择性失忆[01:45.869]太多问题 我想逃避[01:50.361]随意[01:51.108][01:54.857]emotions attack me every ****ing night uh[01:58.109]说不上来为什么我说不来uh[02:00.108]有时也想****ing end this with a knife uh[02:02.373]可那割不断的绳索也会made me cry uh[02:04.615]那些悲观的情绪都一直在 uh[02:06.607]我也不想这样变得太奇怪 uh[02:07.872]习惯了被爱也学会了不去爱 uh[02:09.873]但是woodyboi 你为什么又失败了[02:10.373][02:11.865]习惯了心态被毁坏[02:13.623]为什么我不能回来[02:15.121]为什么那个我不回来[02:16.858]living 在每一个day life[02:18.358]见到人还是会say hi[02:19.611]可我不要fake myself[02:21.861]i feel lonely like there's aint nobody else[02:24.874]i feel lonely like there's aint nobody else[02:25.357][02:29.361]反正我会假装不在乎直到我真不在乎[02:30.616]我才不会管你在哪个人怀里被爱抚[02:33.622]**** off the memory 全不再历历在目[02:35.866]他说过女孩全是毒药而你却如此歹毒[02:39.103]如此的 不留情面[02:40.367]剩下我情绪在倾泻[02:43.363]turn in to rival my heart made of 冰雪[02:45.369]my heart 都凝结[02:46.603]现在是深夜 我emo[02:49.618]my tear dripping like 溪流[02:51.861]sometimes i feeling ego[02:53.114]but my heart 脆弱like气球[02:55.356]everyday i feeling like 世界末日[03:00.605]这般下场是我日夜堕至