[00:00.00] 作曲 : Carly Metea[00:15.00]I like to sit up here all alone[00:17.10]And look for the ground[00:17.58]Like its lost[00:18.33]Maybe someday it will come up to meet me[00:21.75]But for now, maybe ill just watch[00:25.38]I want to be a pretty corpse[00:26.67]Dress me up in the morgue[00:27.54]Embalm me so I am perseved[00:28.32]Kiss me slow in the herse[00:28.89]I can't take all of that pressure[00:29.52]Meet me in the nuclear winter[00:30.30]I love all this violence[00:37.41]Maybe I'm a nihilist[00:44.04]Crying in my pillow and then suffering in silence[00:50.01]I feel so alone and anxious[00:52.83]I am so delerious[00:53.22]I'm a pyromaniac but[00:53.76]Its not even serious[00:54.51]Sometimes dead is better[00:55.35]When you starve yourself[00:56.70]Or black out[01:01.77]I dont want to talk to you[01:02.31]So can you turn the lights out?[01:04.89]I need more friends with wings[01:06.90]Everybody get away from me[01:07.50]Pocket full of posies[01:08.19]You really dont know anything[01:09.72]I always have the option to just fade away[01:10.59]Find a new obsession[01:11.04]Take the pain away[01:11.67]But maybe this is fun for me[01:12.99]Write it in my diary[01:13.38]Hide it from my family[01:13.86]This self inflicted misery[01:16.80]Can you hit me harder?[01:21.12]I know you like it when I flinch[01:23.25]Its like staring to the void[01:25.11]And you're a maniac and thats[01:28.11]The only way I like it