[00:00.000] 作词 : @CAffeine31[00:00.940] 作曲 : @CAffeine31[00:01.880] 编曲 : @CAffeine31[00:02.820]这不是我想要的十八岁[00:05.430]原来玩久了也会觉得累[00:08.460]原来快乐能买却也那么贵[00:11.250]idont want stay sober[00:12.240]没酒也想醉醉醉醉醉[00:15.510]no one know my pain pain pain pain[00:18.060]没酒也想醉醉醉醉醉[00:20.970]no one know my pain pain pain pain[00:25.560]我把头发染成 pink and black[00:27.300]我以为她会一直在[00:28.740]她把感情当做物品卖 huh[00:31.380]回忆把我 mind hit from back[00:33.030]我逐渐迷失在这个 map[00:34.590]so god plz tell me why[00:37.500]I hung the ****in cross on my chest[00:38.340]Paint my fingernails black[00:42.990]我再也不需要你[00:45.810]never wish u coming back[01:00.510]这不是我想要的十八岁[01:03.210]原来玩久了也会觉得累[01:06.120]原来快乐能买却也那么贵[01:08.670]idont want stay sober[01:10.080]没酒也想醉醉醉醉醉[01:13.020]no one know my pain pain pain pain[01:15.870]没酒也想醉醉醉醉醉[01:18.810]no one know my pain pain pain pain[01:23.520]今年我才18岁为什么生活这么累[01:29.310]难道这是上天安排我们一定要分开[01:35.130]今年我才18岁为什么生活这么累[01:41.550]我懂的不太多但我世界充满 whole gray[01:54.420]i can see(我能明白)[01:54.840]高考失利也不能代表什么这又不是我的错[02:02.760]生活打破我神经脉络我应该跟谁诉说[02:08.700]眼泪流下只能自己憋着[02:11.370]夜里失眠我辗转反侧[02:14.220]幸福来临我一笔带过[02:31.560]leave this cold world