[00:00.000] 作词 : Marina Diamandis/Christopher J. Baran[00:01.000] 作曲 : Marina Diamandis/Christopher J. Baran[00:11.865]I can let go of the flower[00:14.966]Now my power has returned[00:17.982]I can look back at the past[00:21.148]Now I see what I have learned[00:24.206]Try my best to act my age[00:27.334]But the child won't behave[00:30.156]She wants to scream and cry and rage[00:33.425]And who am I to dig her grave?[00:37.244]The teenage years I never lived[00:40.585]The innocence of high school kids[00:43.660]Young romance and endless nights[00:46.769]Of carefree joy and pure delight[00:49.942]Didn't grow up in a normal world[00:53.043]And now I'm just an adult girl[01:01.694]Now I'm too old to die young[01:04.787]But at least I had some fun[01:07.849]Spent my 20s on the run[01:10.673]Dreaming of suicide and love[01:14.089]Think I'm stuck somewhere between[01:17.291]Childhood and va-va-voom[01:20.241]Always cycling in between[01:23.627]Existential dread and doom[01:27.444]Messy, numb, razors and knives[01:30.403]Missed arteries and blacked-out nights[01:33.550]Kittens, mittens, plushie toys[01:36.686]Bows and hearts and sullen boys[01:40.045]Robbed me of a teenage world[01:43.007]Now I'm just an adult girl[01:51.441]An adult girl[01:57.697]Someone, tell me how to heal[02:00.638]The terror living inside me[02:03.940]I don't even know what's real[02:06.814]I just know I wanna be free[02:10.827]All the things I lost and loved[02:14.059]Swept them underneath the rug[02:17.152]Like a child, I wait and hope[02:20.026]You might repair the things you broke[02:23.429]Now I understand the world[02:26.456]Of adult boys 'cause I'm an adult girl[02:36.013]I'm an oyster without a pearl[02:38.885]But that's just how it is for an adult girl[02:47.411]An adult girl[02:51.656]Adult girl