[00:00.000] 作词 : cyo[00:01.000] 作曲 : cyo[00:02.927]i will say it one last time[00:06.441]trynna get you out of my damn mind[00:10.964]embarrassed to confront my problems[00:14.476]i think i’d rather die than solve them[00:20.751][00:20.901][00:26.523]i used to be some kind of fat girl[00:29.787]that no one’s ever gonna remember[00:34.054]put on a nice show and you got amused[00:38.449]Instead I was colored in blue[00:41.209][00:41.456][00:41.460]you liked the way i made you laugh[00:48.737]has anybody seen me sad[00:56.266][00:55.994][00:56.517]this lifetime hasn’t been so easy[01:00.531]getting over shit that’s so disturbing[01:04.294]depression’s always been my friend[01:08.059]along the way never got my back[01:11.571][01:10.777][01:12.073]wishing i’d be reborn have a normal size[01:16.086]feel it casual never afraid to socialize[01:19.596]kids around me could be really mean[01:23.863]the nightmare till now still hunts me[01:26.874][01:26.319][01:27.125]don’t know when i can face my fear[01:34.399]loving myself and come to terms