[00:00.00] 作曲 : David Smith, Phil Hodgson[00:04.66]I can remember the door closing.[00:06.95]That very first feeling of being alone.[00:09.50]Of not understanding where you'd gone.[00:11.48]Or if you would be back tonight.[00:13.64]Or in the morning or ever. I can remember you going.[00:17.82]But the rest is a blur.[00:20.41]I remember trying to stay awake as the light faded.[00:22.87]The darkness closing in and not being able to reach a light switch.[00:27.22]You had left me one.[00:28.63]A single bulb. In the bathroom.[00:30.78]With it's hard floors that caught on my feet.[00:33.48]I remember the light.[00:35.41]I remember sitting on the bathroom floor to wait.[00:37.58]But the rest is a blur. I remember trying to sleep.[00:41.30]Giving in to the darkness and allowing the shadows to grow on my eyes.[00:45.19]But it didn't come.[00:46.55]I was tired but afraid. Afraid of the movement in the windows.[00:50.98]The coloured blurs through the glass.[00:53.17]So I paced. I remembered pacing.[00:56.19]The sound of my feet on the carpet.[00:58.51]But the rest is a blur.[01:00.60]I studied the floor until I found it.[01:02.94]Some piece of paper. A piece of paper that smelled of you.[01:07.43]But I couldn't read it, and before I could regret I destroyed it.[01:12.06]Torn into a million pieces with my teeth.[01:14.63]But the rest is a blur.[01:17.04]I remember finding places.[01:18.42]Places you had hidden from me.[01:20.57]Behind things, unopened cupboards and under cabinets.[01:23.89]I walked them. I made them my own.[01:29.29]And then I left **** in the corner.[01:31.45]But the rest is a blur.[01:35.13]And I remember it was then that it happened.It was then that there was a touch and a crash.[01:36.90]And I hid from the noise.[01:41.75]The aroma that burned my nose.[01:44.10]But after time. After it had settled and you still weren't here, I ventured out.[01:49.06]I became brave.[01:51.34]And holding my breath I began to touch the damp carpet with my tongue.[01:55.34]I began to fill my stomach with the alien fumes. And that's what I remember.[02:00.20]I remember the world beginning to sway and the rest begin to blur.