[00:00.00] 作词 : Big Cad[00:01.00] 作曲 : Big Cad[00:02.00] 编曲 : Big Cad/BurgerHam[00:12.28]编曲:Big Cad, fariachy, BurgerHam[00:16.25]混音:Big Cad, Burger Ham[00:19.98]母带:Big Cad[00:22.21]A shooting star flying over my rooftop 一颗流星 飞过我的屋顶[00:28.06]Make a wish before it's gone too far 快许个愿 趁它没有消失[00:33.90]But I know I might be not that special 但我知道 或许我并不特殊[00:39.74]Special enough to make my dreams come true 特殊到 能实现自己的梦想[00:45.59]She said you turn twenty baby you should grow up 她说 你已经二十岁了宝贝 该长大了[00:48.51]Admit that you're ordinary tryna get the dough up 承认自己的平凡 学会趴着生存[00:51.43]Stop day dreaming maybe one day you can blow up 别再白日梦 想哪天能走红[00:54.36]Should have given up sunk cost cause it always hold up 快点放弃你的沉没成本 不然只会阻碍着你[00:57.02]And I know it's true对啊没错[01:01.79]Now everything is getting overdue (everything is getting overdue) 一切好像已经显得太晚[01:08.17]And I know it's true (You know we running out of time though) 我知道没错[01:13.22]Spend the money that you gonna lose (You know we running out of time though) 就像使劲攥着 总是会花出去的钞票[01:19.59]BRING THE DRUMS OUT[01:21.71]I could have done better sorry that I let you down 我知道我还能做得更好 对不起让你失望[01:27.56]The feelings overflowing so I only watch it sunk 我的情绪在撕扯 只能望着自己沉没[01:32.60]I could have done better sorry that I let you down 我知道我还能做得更好 对不起让你失望[01:38.45]Should I quit or should I go 我到底该是去是留?[01:44.29]Let's get soaked let's get cold on tip toes 一起浸泡着 一起从头到脚尖感受这寒冷[01:46.95]Let's take toss get settled on goblin mode 你来决定吧 让我们安定下来 什么都不做[01:50.14]I say so I pray the Lord my soul to keep 我的确这样说了 我祈求上天安顿我的灵魂[01:52.79]But when I lay over my heart echo my misery 但当我深夜辗转反侧 这些痛苦在心中不断回荡[01:56.52]Been through lotta shit can't remember who I am 经历好多破事 都忘记了自己是谁[01:59.43]Clouds be hanging over knew I made a big mistake 天上乌云密布 预示着我的错误决定[02:01.82]Dust on my mic zipped up my mind I quit trying 落灰的麦克风 我也放弃了不让自己的思想被上锁[02:04.74]Said that I'll be wading on the water shit I been lying 嘴上说一切云淡风轻 那肯定是假的[02:08.73]Sorry I'm pushed by the waves 对不起 我的确实在随波逐流[02:10.59]Too many I can't decide I can't even make complaint 那么多东西我无法决定 甚至无法出声[02:13.51]She wanted me to stay but that love would suffocate me 她想让我留下 但这份爱让我窒息[02:16.43]Yielding to the sweet surrender let your reaper take me 沉浸在你的温柔乡里 夺走我的性命[02:19.62]I know it might be my last shot 这可能是最后的机会[02:21.75]I heard cicadas calling huh it's kinda odd 我听见蝉鸣 似乎有些应景[02:24.67]for one last time baby let's roll the dice 所以 再疯狂最后一次[02:27.59]hop on this speedboat live fast we live to die 然后跳上快艇 生即赴死[02:33.17](2022 was hard to tell) 上一年确实难以言明[02:36.09](Efforts wasted no one tryna help) 白费的努力 没有人愿意帮助[02:39.01](Meditate and bullshit get repelled) 所以才自我冥想 清除了杂念[02:41.94](Made the tape it's mending me as well) 制作这张专辑 它也在愈合着我[02:44.33](I got sunk cost but now I'm breathing well)我有过沉没成本 但现在还能呼吸[02:48.31](If there's no one bless me I gon bless myself) 如果无人愿给予祝福 我会赐福于自己[02:50.16](If there's no one bless me I gon bless myself) 如果无人愿给予祝福 我会赐福于自己[02:53.00] - The Finale -