[00:00.000] 作词 : 孙一众[00:01.000] 作曲 : 孙一众[00:02.000] 编曲 : 孙一众[01:08.595]At night I stared at the blank wall[01:22.129]夜晚我对着空白墙壁发呆[01:23.603]As usual, alone[01:31.208]像往常一样,独自一人[01:37.632]Their voice kept ringing in my mind.[01:43.672]脑海中他们的声音不停地回响着[01:45.291]" you can't. ”[01:46.460]"你不行。"[01:48.874]No one likes me among so many people in the world.[02:00.263]世界上那么多人,没有人喜欢我[02:05.900]Even I hate myself[02:09.147]连我也讨厌我自己[02:11.746]All the things that I care about will be lost.[02:20.880]我所在意的那些东西都会失去[02:26.161]Although I did not ever have[02:33.575]也从未拥有过[02:38.505]When I was a child, I wanted to grow up earlier.[02:49.906]小时候想早些长大[02:50.687]Now I want to die earlier[02:55.817]现在想早些去死[02:56.826]I want to die earlier[02:58.104]我想早些去死[03:00.988]When I was a child, I wanted to grow up earlier.[03:07.725]小时候想早些长大[03:09.883]Now I want to die earlier[03:12.310]现在想早些去死[03:13.579]I didn't become the person in the eyes of my parents.[03:19.383]我没成为父母眼中的人[03:21.488]I didn't become the person I wanted to be[03:25.125]也没成为自己想要的样子[03:28.300]They will only tell me how to be a normal person.[03:33.284]他们只会告诉我,怎样去做一个正常人[03:37.073]But I can't do it, and I don't want to[03:41.799]但我做不到,也不想[03:45.262]I don't want to be changed by this world[03:49.994]我不想被这个世界改变[03:54.063]I just want to do what I want to do[03:59.013]我只想做我想做的[04:00.255]I just want to do what I want to do[04:05.565]我只想做我想做的[04:06.957]When the darkest moment past,and then[04:16.666]最黑暗的时刻过后便是黎明[04:22.371]But I can't endure till dawn[04:26.629]但我熬不到天亮了[04:29.003]I don't want to die of suffocation[04:32.477]我不想窒息而死[04:35.913]But reality gripped my throat[04:39.097]但现实扼住了我的咽喉[04:42.286]I tried to put on the mask of " making people like."[04:45.108]我曾试图带上"让人喜欢"的面具[04:48.313]But I love this maggot all the more.[04:54.108]但我更爱这满身蛆虫[04:56.330]I love this maggot all the more.[05:00.948]我爱这满身蛆虫[05:02.990]I have sought the inner light[05:07.971]我曾寻找过内心的光亮[05:09.110]But the world is completely dark.[05:14.650]可这世界一片漆黑[05:16.831]No one can feel my pain[05:21.469]没有人能够感受到我的痛苦[05:22.684]These nights I feel only sad in my heart.[05:28.481]这些夜晚我的心里只有难过[05:29.739]The beauty of those lives has long gone away from me[05:37.604]那些生命的美好早已离我而去[05:38.120]I'm just a mess[05:40.898]我只是一团糟[05:41.420]I'm just a mess[05:42.601]我只是一团糟[05:43.077]Self-deception will not make me better[05:49.439]自我欺骗并不会让我变好[05:49.915]Maybe I need a loaded pistol.[05:56.060]或许我需要一把上膛的枪[05:56.771]Kill me, kill me......[06:07.693]杀了我,杀了我吧[07:49.789]Living will not make you better[07:56.099]活下去不会让你变好[07:57.026]In the end, it was a mess.[08:03.264]到最后也是一团糟[08:04.217]Sleep in a dream[08:10.206]在美梦中睡去吧[08:11.045]There is no hope of living[08:17.092]活下去没有希望[08:17.812]In the end it was all death.[08:23.500]到最后都是死亡[08:24.271]Die in a dream[08:30.048]在美梦中死去吧[08:31.190]Living will not make you better[08:37.672]活下去不会让你变好[08:38.338]In the end, it was a mess.[08:43.906]到最后也是一团糟[08:45.129]Sleep in a dream[08:50.487]在美梦中睡去吧[08:51.554]There is no hope of living[08:58.187]活下去没有希望[08:59.078]In the end it was all death.[09:02.092]到最后都是死亡[09:05.510]Die in a dream[09:11.558]在美梦中死去吧[09:12.737]Living will not make you better[09:18.926]活下去不会让你变好[09:19.836]In the end, it was a mess.[09:25.126]到最后也是一团糟[09:26.675]Sleep in a dream[09:32.397]在美梦中睡去吧[09:33.343]There is no hope of living[09:39.155]活下去没有希望[09:40.903]In the end it was all death.[09:47.138]到最后都是死亡[09:47.560]Die in a dream[09:52.022]在美梦中死去吧[09:53.311]Living will not make you better[09:56.909]活下去不会让你变好[10:00.212]In the end, it was a mess.[10:04.740]到最后也是一团糟[10:15.872]No second life.[10:16.766]生命没有第二次[10:18.476]Also don't want to have[10:21.220]也不愿有