[00:00.00] 作词 : Alfa Sekitoleko[00:01.00] 作曲 : Richard Spaven/Alfa Sekitoleko[00:25.08]Tortured soul,[00:26.28]nobody caught on though,[00:27.60]don't wanna be caught on road,[00:28.98]they just jump in the ford and go,[00:30.48]but I'm out here in the warm and cold, some man wanna talk and pose,[00:33.75]but duck when it all explodes,[00:35.16]I'm all alone, forced to grow,[00:36.69]look i just need to afford to cope,[00:38.40]you judge me its all a joke,[00:39.75]you do coke on Friday night,[00:41.31]just like me but I bought to smoke.[00:42.87]I sort of know I need to chill[00:44.49]stop shotting illegal pills,[00:46.23]my fam I should see them still[00:47.31]but its been so long I don't need the guilt,[00:51.12]am I even real?[00:52.20]some days i don't even feel,[00:53.94]I ain't had a decent bed,[00:55.20]I ain't had a decent meal,[00:57.12]you're knee deep in the bills,[00:58.53]but you're going sleep with a quilt,[01:00.06]we need to be reaching a deal,[01:01.32]come on it's only a quid,[01:03.33]If only it was only this,[01:05.16]I might have chose to quit,[01:06.33]but I might die from the loneliness,[01:08.10]I talk to myself alot they pass me by I won't insist,[01:11.25]I know you don't owe me shit,[01:12.57]but why act like I don't exist?[01:52.77]leave me alone,[01:53.97]why you so needy and broke?[01:55.50]I can't believe your tone,[01:56.76]your mistakes, me to atone?[01:58.59]I should correct your life?[02:00.12]I should protect your wife?[02:01.68]I should defend your crime?[02:02.88]hide the drugs that affect your mind?[02:05.01]I bet you're fine,[02:06.18]I bet your pockets are filled up,[02:07.68]and you want me to empty mine[02:09.60]I bet its all fake aswell,[02:10.95]well that's what I say to myself,[02:12.54]how can I have so many options,[02:14.16]but for you it's grave or jail?[02:17.25]am I even real?[02:18.39]some days i don't even feel,[02:20.25]I got a decent bed,[02:21.75]I had a decent meal,[02:23.16]yeah I'm knee deep in the bills,[02:24.63]so I take sleeping pills[02:25.92]but at least I'm going sleep with a quilt, At least it was only this,[02:29.55]or I might've chose to quit,[02:31.05]some die from the loneliness,[02:33.03]I talk to myself alot we don't get along, I'm prone to flip, and I won't insist,[02:37.41]I know you don't owe me shit,[02:38.67]but please act like I don't exist.[03:43.80]there's no trust, I'm closed up, show love? don't get your hopes up[03:53.22]you know what, roll up! sober? don't get your hopes up