Talentless - Chai.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Sidney Robson
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Sidney Robson
[00:14.634]It's a serene scene,
[00:15.614]A myriad of blue and green,
[00:17.113]The sky, the sea, the light I see
[00:18.729]Feels like it's welcoming me in.
[00:20.202]The sand, the waves,
[00:21.170]Crashing in and setting the tone.
[00:22.557]A trip.
[00:23.327]That's what this is.
[00:24.174]A place that's tranquil far from home.
[00:25.869].. Eh?
[00:26.485]Suddenly ripped from the perfect life.
[00:27.535]Finding out this was a perfect lie.
[00:28.843]Set against everyone to survive.
[00:30.296]Survive, or die, and try comply.
[00:31.468]Looking around with a scathing eye,
[00:32.718]Knowing I don't get to say goodbye,
[00:34.050]Who do I judge without asking why?
[00:35.267]The bad guy?
[00:36.034]An ally?
[00:36.751]How can I get by?
[00:38.003]This has gone awry.
[00:39.251]Not like I know what to try.
[00:41.938]Even better yet,
[00:43.083]They see me as a threat,
[00:44.517]They think that I'm keeping a secret.
[00:48.492]It's me or you,
[00:49.392]A finite truth,
[00:49.851]And I don't think I'll pull through.
[00:51.147]Talentless,
[00:51.975]Do I mean less than them?!
[00:53.597]It's askew,
[00:54.270]Even so I'll judge.
[00:55.004]Fighting back, is this enough?
[00:56.288]When push comes to shove,
[00:57.621]We all yearn the end of
[00:58.958]Persecution
[01:00.120]Execution
[01:01.338]This solution
[01:02.671]Moral pollution
[01:04.052]Should I make the choice
[01:05.387]When I can't hear my own voice?
[01:06.654]Talentless.
[01:07.720]Callousness.
[01:08.769]And tactfulness.
[01:21.493]One down, two down, four down, many to go.
[01:23.925]The ones I trust can't be trusted anymore than those I don't.
[01:26.492]Subverting expectations.
[01:28.215]Raising the stakes.
[01:29.241]It's like a game.
[01:29.919]Like a game.
[01:30.893](Game over!)
[01:31.973]I've been accepted but at what cost?
[01:34.083]What have I lost?
[01:34.684]What did I have at the start?
[01:36.176]Would knowing break me into parts?
[01:37.116]Stop stalling, wasting time,
[01:38.442]There's no reason or rhyme,
[01:39.700]So why do we keep toeing the line?
[01:42.068]Seeing a sickness infect the group,
[01:43.275]Watching this oxymoronic loop,
[01:44.533]Lying and prying them for truth,
[01:46.032]It has no use, put I push through,
[01:47.181]Crying, denying, and flipping out,
[01:48.343]What in the hell is this all about?
[01:49.682]Every word that comes out his mouth,
[01:51.048]I have to denounce!
[01:52.148]I doubt!
[01:52.665]Everything she says, everything he says.
[01:54.331]I doubt.
[01:55.066]Everything he does, everything she meant.
[01:57.022]I doubt.
[01:57.631]Everything he tried, every time he led us on to the 'truth'
[02:00.469]What 'hope' does he think we'll find?!
[02:02.850]Didn't deserve it.
[02:04.067]This isn't worth it.
[02:05.464]Still, I stand by, like I've quit.
[02:08.019]Threatening us all,
[02:09.180]A bluff I want to call,
[02:10.531]But really I've got no resolve.
[02:14.599]It's me or you,
[02:15.244]A finite truth,
[02:15.861]And I don't think I'll pull through.
[02:17.011]Talentless,
[02:18.175]Do I mean less than them?!
[02:19.148]It's askew,
[02:19.822]Even so I'll judge.
[02:20.855]Fighting back, is this enough?
[02:22.355]When push comes to shove,
[02:23.756]We all yearn for the end of
[02:25.021]Persecution
[02:26.257]Execution
[02:27.505]This solution
[02:28.772]Moral pollution
[02:30.188]Should I make the choice
[02:31.205]When I can't hear my own voice?
[02:32.705]Talentless.
[02:33.821]Callousness.
[02:34.954]And tactfulness.
[02:36.988]It's wrong.
[02:37.937]It's wrong.
[02:39.271]It's all so wrong.
[02:41.875]Deranged, and derailed, and too tortured to prolong.
[02:47.125]But still, why should I care?
[02:49.438]The thickened scent of distrust poisons the air,
[02:53.242]And then meeting his eyes,
[02:54.920]I realise,
[02:56.253]I've lost this time.
[02:57.686]Thrown to the sidelines.
[02:58.869]Always questioned why,
[03:00.220]I couldn't have that life.
[03:02.790]Ultimate something.
[03:04.036]Better than nothing.
[03:05.386]That's what I wanted the whole time.
[03:08.038]Finally grasped it.
[03:09.268]Not like it lasted,
[03:10.619]Though I adapted,
[03:12.023]I wasn't granted
[03:13.367]Any sense of humanity
[03:15.817]Forever stuck on the loading screen
[03:18.473]So talentless,
[03:19.700]So talented,
[03:20.950]So tampered with,
[03:22.200]Disinterested, yes,
[03:23.566]Call me a failure, a freak of nature.
[03:26.237]This final trial will end in my favour.
[03:31.620]It's all a ruse,
[03:32.316]And I can't lose,
[03:32.832]The sky above me shines blue,
[03:34.148]Deadliness,
[03:34.955]That goes against
[03:35.483]An Ultimate Truth
[03:37.108]Every single word,
[03:38.115]Every statement ever heard,
[03:39.300]It's never enough,
[03:40.477]So this will be the end of-
[03:42.070]Every single withered despair,
[03:43.246]No hope left to share because-
[03:44.470]It's me or you,
[03:45.287]The painful truth,
[03:45.836]I stare it at, it shines through,
[03:47.200]Talentless?
[03:47.895]Is that the lesson, then?
[03:49.129]It's all skewed!
[03:50.078]At the final judgEment,
[03:51.045]Was this what it all meant?
[03:52.412]Oh what luck,
[03:53.094]Keys still stuck,
[03:53.694]Thank you but
[03:54.395]I've had enough of-
[03:55.412]Persecution
[03:56.378]Execution
[03:57.561]This solution
[03:58.844]Moral pollution
[04:00.194]Imitating,
[04:01.511]Flashes fading,
[04:02.795]Entertaining,
[04:04.045]Ever changing,
[04:05.411]Lines of code,
[04:06.061]Words she spoke,
[04:06.727]A poisoned hope,
[04:07.427]Well even though I'm
[04:08.595]Talentless,
[04:09.275]I found within,
[04:10.075]The strength to win.