[00:00.000] 作曲 : Alexander Pearson/Shane Boyarsky[00:08.509]I always get stuck counting the minutes[00:11.673]I drown when I'm swimming[00:13.535]Is any of it real?[00:15.816][00:16.775]But Inside my eyelids I'm spinning[00:19.662]Thank god I'm still in it[00:21.764]And I don't know how[00:23.963][00:24.293]Cause the view from the back of my closet[00:28.909]Is something I'm tired of watching[00:33.002]But nobody's here[00:35.059]And that's half the problem[00:37.193]I'm just Alone with my fears[00:40.352][00:40.486]When life's amazing[00:42.160]I tend to forget[00:44.549]All of the darkness[00:46.330]I hold in my head[00:48.814](It's only)[00:49.576]When I get a little bit lonely[00:53.371]I feel like I don't even know me[00:57.439][00:57.602]Taught my skin how to grow thicker[01:00.762]Never a quitter[01:02.636]But I almost broke[01:04.787][01:05.889]Pills from a doctor for dinner[01:08.734]I mixed it with liquor[01:10.836]And I nearly choked[01:12.912][01:13.326]Cause the view as I started at the carpet[01:17.846]Was something I've never forgotten[01:22.067]With nobody there[01:24.156]Am my my own problem?[01:26.388]Wasting away with my fears[01:29.156][01:29.493]When life's amazing[01:31.250]I tend to forget[01:33.564]All of the darkness[01:35.193]I hold in my head[01:37.636][01:38.621]When I get a little bit lonely[01:42.425]I feel like I don't even know me[01:46.564][01:46.804]Dying to live[01:48.623]But live half alive[01:50.901]How'd I get here?[01:52.889]How'd I get here?[01:54.437]Oh I'm holding my breath[01:56.825]In hope I survive[01:59.054]How'd I get here?[02:01.089]How'd I get here?[02:03.166][02:03.334]Now I'm stuck counting the minutes[02:06.112]I drown when I'm swimming[02:08.202]Is any of it real?[02:10.024][02:10.293]When life's amazing[02:12.013]I tend to forget[02:14.489]All of the darkness[02:16.194]I hold in my head[02:18.589](It's only)[02:19.577]When I get a little bit lonely[02:23.308]I feel like I don't even know me[02:27.704][02:31.547]I feel like I don't even know me[02:35.901][02:39.660]I feel like I don't even know me