guilty-as-sin - 散华悠.mp3

[00:05.225]Drowning in the Blue Nile
[00:08.098]He sent me 'Downtown Lights'
[00:13.335]I hadn't heard it in a while
[00:15.909]My boredom's bone deep
[00:18.350]This cage was once just fine
[00:23.502]Am I allowed to cry?
[00:26.003]I dream of cracking locks
[00:28.778]Throwing my life to the wolves
[00:31.307]Or the ocean rocks
[00:33.910]Crashing into him tonight
[00:36.340]He's a paradox
[00:38.549]I'm seeing visions, am I bad?
[00:41.368]Or mad? Or wise?
[00:44.706]What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
[00:49.054]Only in my mind?
[00:54.269]One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
[00:58.685]Oh what a way to die
[01:04.354]I keep recalling things we never did
[01:08.988]Messy top lip kiss
[01:11.653]How I long for our trysts
[01:14.829]Without ever touching his skin
[01:18.083]How can I be guilty as sin?
[01:24.093]I keep these longings locked
[01:29.202]In lowercase inside a vault
[01:31.957]Someone told me
[01:34.181]There's no such thing as bad thoughts
[01:38.607]Only your actions talk
[01:41.655]These fatal fantasies
[01:44.447]Giving way to labored breath
[01:47.147]Taking all of me
[01:49.242]We've already done it in my head
[01:52.188]If it's make believe
[01:55.013]Why does it feel like a vow
[01:57.564]We'll both uphold somehow?
[02:00.663]What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
[02:04.754]Only in my mind?
[02:10.037]One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
[02:14.595]Oh what a way to die
[02:20.259]My bedsheets are ablaze
[02:22.712]I've screamed his name
[02:24.988]Building up like waves
[02:27.531]Crashing over my grave
[02:30.699]Without ever touching his skin
[02:33.851]How can I be guilty as sin?
[02:38.923]What if I roll the stone away?
[02:42.514]They're gonna crucify me anyway
[02:46.770]What if the way you hold me
[02:49.732]Is actually what's holy?
[02:53.560]If long suffering propriety
[02:57.199]Is what they want from me
[03:00.333]They don't know how you've haunted me
[03:02.774]So stunningly
[03:05.437]I choose you and me
[03:08.626]... Religiously
[03:13.935]What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
[03:19.570]Only in my mind?
[03:23.430]One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
[03:27.840]Oh what a way to die
[03:33.348]I keep recalling things we never did
[03:38.370]Messy top lip kiss
[03:40.807]How I long for our trysts
[03:43.882]Without ever touching his skin
[03:47.094]How can I be guilty as sin?
[03:53.216]He sent me 'Downtown Lights'
[03:58.330]I hadn't heard it in a while
[04:08.426]Am I allowed to cry?