[00:00.000] 作词 : 装可爱ZKEA[00:01.000] 作曲 : 装可爱ZKEA[00:10.907]Living in a vacuum in the world[00:13.415]I want I want[00:16.164]So I don't have to think, I don't feel anxious[00:18.906]in this way no[00:21.607]verse1:[00:23.603]生活是一成不变的轮回[00:24.855]我为末日做着准备[00:26.096]当人类世界崩溃[00:27.605]独自进入下一个轮回[00:29.847]不受影响我安然无恙[00:31.103]不会再四处躲藏[00:32.598]在破碎中游荡[00:33.854]我期待那天来临[00:35.351]但生活照常运行[00:37.605]上帝从未满足我的愿望似乎不懂我的[00:38.346]慌乱[00:39.602]所以我不再相信上帝[00:40.854]不想听所谓的真谛[00:42.352]把直觉当做准则[00:43.350]我不能够对它失礼[00:43.850]bridge:[00:44.602]自我诊断[00:46.346]确定自己是一个病患[00:49.099]不再幻想依靠别人哪怕我让自己失望[00:51.848]没有用 就算叫来全知全能的神[00:53.101]我是不听劝的人[00:54.103]活下去 全靠本能[00:54.356][00:54.856]hook:[00:57.850]i seem to be insane that's my issue[01:00.601]I can't control myself that's my issue[01:02.102]no one can see[01:05.850]it I'm used to being alone where should I be[01:08.346]disorder I caused it[01:11.096]disorder my fault yeah[01:13.850]disorder I caused it[01:15.846]I caused it[01:16.603]verse2:[01:18.853]事情堆了又堆假装无所谓[01:22.106]办不到所以假装逃避我不想面对[01:24.356]怎样都好就是别让我张嘴[01:27.606]今晚的我又是带着忧虑入睡[01:30.601]那些平常的简单的却做不到的事[01:32.602]一个个堆积成了痛苦的名词[01:35.850]一个一个的选择都是一颗沙粒[01:38.600]不断沉积最终成为坚硬的岩石[01:39.598]Can't be moved[01:41.853]I don't know myself no no[01:44.103]I just pretend not to know[01:50.352]I might be better off without the ability to think[01:52.848]四处遍布危机 时刻保持警惕[01:55.601]躲进角落 在黑暗中做自己[01:58.350]没人在意自己 却把自己当做唯一[02:00.106]解决的方法是彻底忘记自己[02:00.601][02:01.100]hook:[02:04.099]i seem to be insane that's my issue[02:06.596]I can't control myself that's my issue[02:08.347]no one can see[02:11.853]it I'm used to being alone where should I be[02:14.603]disorder I caused it[02:17.356]disorder my fault yeah[02:21.350]disorder I caused it[02:22.606]I caused it[02:22.848][02:28.351]I can see everybody but they can't see me[02:28.533]我在他们的眼神中迷失了自己[02:33.794]I can see everybody but they can't see me[02:39.540]但我猜测目光都对准我自己