[01:27.560]When I was a child I did not understand[01:42.368]How this rotten world works[01:54.601]Now I'm ready to kill myself[02:00.395]Just not to exist in this world[02:15.203]Alcoholic and drug addicted[02:25.505]I hope soon l'll get drunk and die[02:51.258]Alcohol and drugs help me get rid of these thoughts[03:20.230]The depth of the cuts sucks my last money for a bandage[05:18.050]Self-destruction[05:28.351]I'll die soon